How long do you plan on doing this?
I have never been anorexic literally ever
Dude I saw that one photo of you when you were skinnier, your cheeks were gaunt. I'm also more than familiar with the sort of language anorexics and bulimics use, and you've had a real Feast or Famine problem where you try to starve yourself to feel in control of your life.
The only thing that's changed is the supposed reason: Before it was to be seen as desirable (recurring a bit with the recent brush with BBW people) while now you claim it's to be seen as better in Jesus' eyes, which I presume you likely hope will land you more favors and maybe even sex with him.
Both root from the sense of feeling undesirable, the foundation of your reasons for it remain the same.
but my appetite did decrease when I was on adderall I would still eat every day though
I've seen Addy destroy multiple people's metabolisms when abused for weight loss, it's a real shame.
It really is as easy as just eating in the morning at the same time as taking it to get the metabolism moving a bit more, but you know how it is in college: It was seen as weight loss, mania, and good grades packed into one shot.
you struggle with anorexia Turncoat, not myself
No, I struggle at points with suicidal ideation that comes out in the form of starving myself. I'm not doing it for any sort of positive reason when I've gone there, I've done it with the express goal of passing on. Most of the time I love eating, and with my metabolism the only real problem is the hole that puts in my pocket when racing to keep up with it.
I am celebrating in this thread because being able to fast is proving to myself that I have increased self-control which is a Jesus trait
But it's something you're, uh, familiar with.
can I get a woot woot
I do have a crush when your pretty pale fat is phat. Be careful will be masterbanding thinking of you ok hun? kisso kisso