that scared paranoid part of me that takes over my personality so much of the time is trying to protect me from getting hurt or from things going "wrong", but all things are supposed to work for good for them who love Jesus and Jesus says to not be anxious about anything but pray about everything and surrender instead
I am crying because I want to release all of this fear and tenseness that has been inside of my body and my mind for so long, I am wanting to schedule an acupuncture session for the first time too and I am going to
It is interesting that I am growing closer to God and aligning more with his will due to how pleasurable and soothing it feels to have that vibrating bullet inside of me
I realized that it feels so much better to just relax and let everything go and if it took exhausting my vagina muscles in order to come to this realization then it took what it took :p
