TC, there is just no other explanation
Satan has a BBW fetish
I think it is Satanic to be so preoccupied with appearances in the first place. This is why Satan took up Shapeshifting while Jesus stayed ugly.
Anyway
ya you're probably right that Jesus is not like "gross my wife is fat", he would just appreciate me being less selfish and indulgent with food
literally he influenced me to gain so much weight this last year what the f***
like why lmao
satan making them donuts put spells on your tootsie rolls
https://www.salon.com/2010/03/16/fat_fetish_overweight_woman/
This actually makes so much sense
welcome to an inside look at the mind of Satan lol 😱
he wanted me to be so satisfied s**ually and from food that I ignored Jesus's attempts at sanctifying me and to be honest it started having an effect
I think that he also enjoys that it lowers my self-esteem, makes me lazy and complacent and puts me susceptible to various health risks, and makes it harder to help care for other people because it is more difficult to move around and I become tired a little more easily....
I think that he genuinely finds it erotic, and I am very confused because I am finding it flattering because I used to hate myself for struggling with food addiction throughout my life but now I realize that it is because it was s**ually attractive to him and he had been grooming me my whole life into being a feedee (it only became obvious to me when I realized that every time he has had spiritual s**ual intercourse with me my appetite would increase significantly and then he would make access to anything I was craving happen lighting quick, like he somehow gave me like money manifesting and convincing skills that he would specifically have me spend mostly on all sorts of scrumptious food and I am talking about that this is recent and started happening last June 2021)
and like I really should not still value what is s**ually attractive to Satan, but I am not that progressed in my sanctification process yet
