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delora, please give your life to Jesus, I think that deep down you do know that he truly is the God of your ancestors

Idk if this is a cry for attention but nonetheless I am sensitive to when people are making suicidal comments because I have struggled with suicidal ideation in the past, please do not give up hope there is always more to learn and more to grow from, and you can find a way to love yourself  for me the only way was through Jesus, but there are other ways too if you are not ready or interested in that (yet hopefully), there is more to explore and learn and stay alive for to experience

do not give up, you are beautiful and intelligent and capable of becoming a healthier and happier and better version of yourself. there is a lot to live for

 🤍🕊🤗  *hugs*

JesusistheKing said: 

"delora, please give your life to Jesus, I think that deep down you do know that he truly is the God of your ancestors"

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I wouldn't say I'm suicidal I'd just say I'm apathetic to if I live or die and I'm only thinking of the best course of action for my brother. I am to mentally unstable to care for him in the future, but I could use my organs as a resource to get someone who IS 

🌺plumeria🌺 said: 

I wouldn't say I'm suicidal I'd just say I'm apathetic to if I live or die and I'm only thinking of the best course of action for my brother. I am to mentally unstable to care for him in the future, but I could use my organs as a resource to get someone who IS 

I mean as altruistic as that is,  what if the person you chose for that position was to die the next day after they were hired on to care for your brother ?

you never truly know whose hands you would be putting him into,  and it could end up being a bad situation for him and then you wouldn't be around to get him out of it

JesusistheKing said: 

🌺plumeria🌺 said: 

I wouldn't say I'm suicidal I'd just say I'm apathetic to if I live or die and I'm only thinking of the best course of action for my brother. I am to mentally unstable to care for him in the future, but I could use my organs as a resource to get someone who IS 

I mean as altruistic as that is,  what if the person you chose for that position was to die the next day after they were hired on to care for your brother ?

 

you never truly know whose hands you would be putting him into,  and it could end up being a bad situation for him and then you wouldn't be around to get him out of it

 

 

 Then I would have a written will and testament and a family member would then select for him a new caretaker. My brother would be a millionaire if I did this he would be fine.

My will would also dictate how money is spent, for example I would dictate that he gets 1 new toy every month off of a list of toys he enjoys, and must have a rotation of toys on that list. He also gets one car ride a day and gets taken to eat at a drive thru three times a week, with a menu of specific healthy  things he can have. He would require a checkup at the hospital every month, and be required to have a social worker called to check his living situation randomly within at least once a month and sometimes twice, and so on. He must have a fenced in area that is clean and tolerable to play in that has a swingset in it that he can play in and plays in every day, and be taken swimming once every two weeks. If he is harmed he will have a lawyer to sue for him, ect ect, and he must be taken into public places at least once a month because that exposure is good for him even though he dislikes it, but only for thirty minutes. 

🌺plumeria🌺 said: 

JesusistheKing said: 

🌺plumeria🌺 said: 

I wouldn't say I'm suicidal I'd just say I'm apathetic to if I live or die and I'm only thinking of the best course of action for my brother. I am to mentally unstable to care for him in the future, but I could use my organs as a resource to get someone who IS 

I mean as altruistic as that is,  what if the person you chose for that position was to die the next day after they were hired on to care for your brother ?

 

you never truly know whose hands you would be putting him into,  and it could end up being a bad situation for him and then you wouldn't be around to get him out of it

 

 

 Then I would have a written will and testament and a family member would then select for him a new caretaker. My brother would be a millionaire if I did this he would be fine.

My will would also dictate how money is spent, for example I would dictate that he gets 1 new toy every month off of a list of toys he enjoys, and must have a rotation of toys on that list. He also gets one car ride a day and gets taken to eat at a drive thru three times a week, with a menu of specific healthy  things he can have. He would require a checkup at the hospital every month, and be required to have a social worker called to check his living situation randomly within at least once a month and sometimes twice, and so on. He must have a fenced in area that is clean and tolerable to play in that has a swingset in it that he can play in and plays in every day, and be taken swimming once every two weeks. If he is harmed he will have a lawyer to sue for him, ect ect, and he must be taken into public places at least once a month because that exposure is good for him even though he dislikes it, but only for thirty minutes. 

I think that he would miss his sister and I think that I would miss delora 

JesusistheKing said: 

🌺plumeria🌺 said: 

JesusistheKing said: 

🌺plumeria🌺 said: 

I wouldn't say I'm suicidal I'd just say I'm apathetic to if I live or die and I'm only thinking of the best course of action for my brother. I am to mentally unstable to care for him in the future, but I could use my organs as a resource to get someone who IS 

I mean as altruistic as that is,  what if the person you chose for that position was to die the next day after they were hired on to care for your brother ?

 

you never truly know whose hands you would be putting him into,  and it could end up being a bad situation for him and then you wouldn't be around to get him out of it

 

 

 Then I would have a written will and testament and a family member would then select for him a new caretaker. My brother would be a millionaire if I did this he would be fine.

My will would also dictate how money is spent, for example I would dictate that he gets 1 new toy every month off of a list of toys he enjoys, and must have a rotation of toys on that list. He also gets one car ride a day and gets taken to eat at a drive thru three times a week, with a menu of specific healthy  things he can have. He would require a checkup at the hospital every month, and be required to have a social worker called to check his living situation randomly within at least once a month and sometimes twice, and so on. He must have a fenced in area that is clean and tolerable to play in that has a swingset in it that he can play in and plays in every day, and be taken swimming once every two weeks. If he is harmed he will have a lawyer to sue for him, ect ect, and he must be taken into public places at least once a month because that exposure is good for him even though he dislikes it, but only for thirty minutes. 

I think that he would miss his sister and I think that I would miss delora 

 

 

 That's a nice thought, but I moved out a long time ago and he seems fine without me. He doesn't understand death

🌺plumeria🌺 said: 

Can I commit suicide after signing a legal contact to sell all my organs and then have a will that all that money goes to my brother?

I would prefer suicide but I don't because my parents need me to help care for him, and they are in fact moving here

But what if I could use all my organs in my body to provide my family an early retirement and guarantee my brother a good life?

I have an elderly friend that brings me joy in life but she is dying of cancer

I would really like to give up my physical body in exchange for money, and that would guarantee me heaven because true heaven is my brother's happiness even if I am dead and in the ground.

I also want to leave my half of my land to my brother and I would also like to leave some money to my husband for his time and grieving

My brother is not aware enough of his surroundings realistically to even know I'm gone but he is aware enough of his surroundings to enjoy a good life

Even if I go to sheol or whatever it's still worth it to me

I only live for my brother anyway 

So with that in mind, does anyone know where I can find information on this? I really want to do this if it is an option, but I don't want to do it illegally BECAUSE, I CANT GUARANTEE, anything for my family then

I am young and healthy and organs like that are valuable and could really sell if I jump on this soon

I worry that I am to mentally gone from the things that happened in the institution to care for my brother any other way 

My perspective is a cold calculated puzzle to give my brother a good life and be fair to my spouse, so no nuzzly snuzzly sympathy bullshit just give me the facts I don't actually care how this problem gets solved it just needs solved 

-delora

 If you really want to help your brother, prostitution gives good money and you don’t get to die and live your brother alone in this world.