I have been convicted by the holy spirit that I have partaken in these activities
I have a new goal of starting today, April 6th, 2022, whenever I want to complain about a situation or a person or a fear of the future, then instead I can tell myself or tell the person that I want to complain to positive things about a situation or a person or a something I am looking forward to in the future
Philippians 4:8
8 Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.