its been goin on for two years, I didn't leave my room for eight months at one point
And no I Cant get antidepressants bc of insurance and shit fuck my life .
its been goin on for two years, I didn't leave my room for eight months at one point
And no I Cant get antidepressants bc of insurance and shit fuck my life .
Kill yourself. That will solve it.
its been goin on for two years, I didn't leave my room for eight months at one point
And no I Cant get antidepressants bc of insurance and shit fuck my life .
I've been there and was diagnosed with MDD, and I recovered without drugs. ( Without drugs, because I don't like side effects like sleeping penis and whatever else comes with it)
I know the depression. Your vision, everything starts going dim and gravity increases.
I recovered without cognitive therapy too. All the Doctor ever did was listen with a bored expression and recommend Zoloft.
How to get over it.
Change the way you think. Or rather, know that you have to change the way you think.
For example something around you, a situation you've not mentioned, made you like that in the first place. You know what it is, and you've never thought that it's more important for you to accept it for the sake of better mental health.
In my case, I had to learn to cut people I love lose.
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Transformation only comes when opportunity presents itself, and usually the transformation is a choice between better or worse. There are no labels, we just have common sense. You've chosen worse, which means you never changed to begin with when change is in order, an emergency order.
I'm going to start coming across as abusive and suggest you stop being a snowflake. Also start diving head first into what you perceive as darkness. You should be swarmed until you come to a realization.
You'll learn to stop letting mild shit disturb you. Otherwise you'll remain the depressed fool. And yes, you're depressed cause you are a fool.
I know a woman ( she's batshit crazy) Her Father passed away decades ago and she still mourns like he died just yesterday. She also keeps fixing this old car of his she keeps outside. It's driving her into the ground maintaining it.
Sympathy won't help anyone, and people who keep fishing for sympathy need to be broken until they start fishing for respect. If not, remain where you are and suffer.