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I want to kill my parents for not teaching me appropriate boundaries


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and adults that put themselves into leadership positions professing to be givers of healing of various kinds that have used their positions to abuse and violate my boundaries and other people's too instead of teaching me how to have appropriate ones

 

 

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I am not going to act on it, but I seriously hate all people who have put themselves into parental or leadership positions over more vulnerable people and use that position to abuse and be lying hypocrites full of bullshit and retardation 

 

I want them all exterminated

 

 

last edit on 3/30/2022 3:01:57 PM
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This is my flesh desires, not Jesus in me speaking

 

 

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I want to forgive but I have so much anger and hatred towards these pieces of poop

 

 

last edit on 3/30/2022 3:02:24 PM
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hate the sin, love the sinner

 

but how ? these people continue to choose to make repulsive decisions with their freewills

 

 

last edit on 3/30/2022 3:04:13 PM
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Aren't you supposed to forgive them, or something

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Jesus, please enable me and empower me to forgive but also to set healthy boundaries for myself for the good of myself and everyone else, and please give me wisdom and bring justice to all of the situations of abuse that have been a part of my life experience invading my personal peaceful safespace, I am giving all of this over to you in your hands now, thank you for answering this prayer, In Your precious beautiful holy name I pray Jesus, Amen  🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊✝️

 

 

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and adults that put themselves into leadership positions professing to be givers of healing of various kinds that have used their positions to abuse and violate my boundaries and other people's too instead of teaching me how to have appropriate ones

 

A lot of boundary understanding comes naturally rather than being trained. It's otherwise typically passively modeled off of by watching how they function. 

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0 votes RE: I want to kill my parents for not teaching me appropriate bound...

and adults that put themselves into leadership positions professing to be givers of healing of various kinds that have used their positions to abuse and violate my boundaries and other people's too instead of teaching me how to have appropriate ones

 

A lot of boundary understanding comes naturally rather than being trained. It's otherwise typically passively modeled off of by watching how they function. 

 

lol but what if you are mentally handicapped and obviously needed someone to teach you ? by passively observing my own and other people who are (were in my case) impaired in this way ?

 

Is not a leader responsible to lead and guide ? In my opinion, inappropriate boundaries cause not only psychological but physical and spiritual problems as well

 

 

last edit on 3/31/2022 1:27:19 AM
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0 votes RE: I want to kill my parents for not teaching me appropriate bound...

and adults that put themselves into leadership positions professing to be givers of healing of various kinds that have used their positions to abuse and violate my boundaries and other people's too instead of teaching me how to have appropriate ones

A lot of boundary understanding comes naturally rather than being trained. It's otherwise typically passively modeled off of by watching how they function. 

lol but what if you are mentally handicapped and obviously needed someone to teach you?

Do you really think the equivalent of some After School Specials would fix all this? It's not like you don't recognize the problems if you're able to complain about them. 

Past a point it just becomes an outlet to externalize blame for our own mistakes towards another. Your folks are your scapegoat right now so that you don't have to focus on your own responsibility behind your actions. 

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last edit on 3/31/2022 10:46:37 AM
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