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u deserved it 4 being an autistic downie lol fagot

um, I do not remember ever blackmailing you and especially not into s**ual stuff, you were the one who was always wanting me to roleplay with you in pms and on the forum chat ?

but anyway, Jesus is teaching me about how generational stuff gets passed down, and also I was locked into a childlike mentality due to trauma, so while I take personal responsibility for my actions I do not recall forcing you in to anything against your will ever (seriously wtf ?? I think that you were threatening to blackmail me at one point and I might have retaliated and said that I would blackmail you in return, but I never forced you into anything other than that as far as I can remember) and also the Tryptamine person, I do not remember all of the details of that situation and I do not remember torturing you with that situation but there is a lot that I do not remember from the past, actually I struggle with memory issues both long-term and short-term

and yeah I used to be a really horrible person, and it is only by the grace of God that I am finally starting to be able to heal and to treat people with compassion and respect

I do not hate you, I love you and and I hope that you are able to find healing from the past and I am finally starting to forgive my parents for the childhood trauma that I experienced and it is actually through forgiving the correct way, the biblical way which is releasing all people from any debts that they owe me for the pain that they caused me because I know that they cannot ever pay for the debt that they owed, and even apologies and efforts to show that they have changed (this mostly from my mother) is not enough to repay what they owed me which was at least a somewhat normal healthy childhood not the super dysfunctional mentally ill hate and fighting filled toxic one that I grew up in, so knowing that they could never repay this to me I have came to the decision to just cancel the debt that they owed me and move on into a better life, because the best revenge in my opinion is to move on into a life filled with peace and happiness after a life of feeling like sh** and being treated horribly by other people

I am not saying you have to forgive me or forgive anyone else, and I do not know if it is even truly possible to fully forgive anyone unless you have the holy spirit inside of you, but it is definitely helping me to not feel so horrible about all of the unpleasant situations that I have been (often time feeling forced because I would have escaped to more pleasant situations if possible) to be a part of in the past

God bless,

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holy spirit-filled forgiveness actually begins to create a peaceful and happy safe space inside of yourself regardless of outside circumstances or what people do or say to you, and I am starting to realize and experience this firsthand

I am genuinely sorry for anything that I did to hurt you, 100 percent, and if there is stuff that I did that I do not remember, I am not trying to gaslight you or anything, I just genuinely remember things differently, but I apologize for even things that I do not remember doing if you think that I did them

because my memory sucks like I said lol, and I do not just use that as an excuse cop out I genuinely have pretty severe short-term and long-term memory impairment

I hope that this helps you in some way ?  💗

Delora was obsessed with Turquie. In the meantime Delora and Tryptamine were stroking their keyboards at one another. Tryptamine then decided to hump Turquie for a brief moment then faded off into the shadow.

You see. This isn't about Tryptamine's emotional cheating, there was no love there as Delora would have easily monkey-branched from Tryptamine to Turquie.

Turquie went after Tryptamine, probably because he was humping Delora, and Turquie is pretty messed up so she'll do shit like that for amusement.

Today the story unfolds, and Tryptamine ( who had digital sex with BR's wife, rubbed off a creamy one for Turque online, dated BT's GF, humped Blanc and had multiple sex sessions with his friend Jim's Baby Mother )....

... Is the innocent one in this saga.

Virtual sex doesn't exist 

Also, Emily straight up blackmailed me into things and to show her video proof I was doing what she wanted on certain days and before certain time limits, or else my brother was threatened that's a long story 

But basically Emily is an evil, vile sick bitch. 

This isn't about her getting with tryp 

Many people got with tryp tryp cheated with a lot of girls, and I don't even remember half of them, and I genuinely don't even care 

No, this is about the fucking blackmail and the shit I was forced into by her

🌺plumeria🌺 said: 

Virtual sex doesn't exist 

Also, Emily straight up blackmailed me into things and to show her video proof I was doing what she wanted on certain days and before certain time limits, or else my brother was threatened that's a long story 

But basically Emily is an evil, vile sick bitch. 

This isn't about her getting with tryp 

Many people got with tryp tryp cheated with a lot of girls, and I don't even remember half of them, and I genuinely don't even care 

No, this is about the fucking blackmail and the shit I was forced into by her

 

 

 Back then I wrote you a warning and a series of guidelines when dating that particular BPD. One of them was to set your boundaries or else you'll regret knowing her. You clearly never followed and you let her clown you.

If you want to recover from this you simply have to understand 2 things.  >>> It isn't personal, cause Emily is fucked up and would have done it to anyone. She does it to Logan and Michael ( who regularly bang slim hot chicks and wouldn't bother signing an autograph for Emily, ) and she doesn't even exist to those guys, and she claws at them.

I used to ask Jim about his BPD often and according to him he says don't blame the illness they do it on purpose. Still, she would've done it to anyone, and if you don't know what you're dealing with you'll end up bewildered.

The 2nd thing you have to do is accept a loss gracefully, or else you'll never get over it anytime ever. It's been 4 or 5 years now.

Emily is going to apologize and take the high road, and while she's flapping her wings trying to enter heaven's gate, you'll be one of many trying to pull her back down as you demand justice from someone who isn't really all there to begin with.

When you get over it you'll be rewarded with wisdom, increased tolerance for all kinds of bullshit, and you'll be much happier, but as you are now, you're being pathetic wanting something from Emily of all people.

🌺plumeria🌺 said: 

Virtual sex doesn't exist 

Dove said: 

🌺plumeria🌺 said: 

Virtual sex doesn't exist 

Also, Emily straight up blackmailed me into things and to show her video proof I was doing what she wanted on certain days and before certain time limits, or else my brother was threatened that's a long story 

But basically Emily is an evil, vile sick bitch. 

This isn't about her getting with tryp 

Many people got with tryp tryp cheated with a lot of girls, and I don't even remember half of them, and I genuinely don't even care 

No, this is about the fucking blackmail and the shit I was forced into by her

 

 

 Back then I wrote you a warning and a series of guidelines when dating that particular BPD. One of them was to set your boundaries or else you'll regret knowing her. You clearly never followed and you let her clown you.

If you want to recover from this you simply have to understand 2 things.  >>> It isn't personal, cause Emily is fucked up and would have done it to anyone. She does it to Logan and Michael ( who regularly bang slim hot chicks and wouldn't bother signing an autograph for Emily, ) and she doesn't even exist to those guys, and she claws at them.

I used to ask Jim about his BPD often and according to him he says don't blame the illness they do it on purpose. Still, she would've done it to anyone, and if you don't know what you're dealing with you'll end up bewildered.

The 2nd thing you have to do is accept a loss gracefully, or else you'll never get over it anytime ever. It's been 4 or 5 years now.

Emily is going to apologize and take the high road, and while she's flapping her wings trying to enter heaven's gate, you'll be one of many trying to pull her back down as you demand justice from someone who isn't really all there to begin with.

When you get over it you'll be rewarded with wisdom, increased tolerance for all kinds of bullshit, and you'll be much happier, but as you are now, you're being pathetic wanting something from Emily of all people.

 

 

 

Excuse me, but none of the women Michael and Logan have sex with are hot and they are all fake and plastic and also completely stupid and not respected by either of my two sex toys (Logan and Michael)

that being said, I am Lilith, the only goddess in existence and the Queen of the universe, making me the most attractive female in existence to both God and to Satan

if I was attractive to the children that would be weird, but weirdly enough I have had plenty of boyfriends and sexual partners during this human incarnation (and possibly many others spiritually when I did not have a physical human body like I do now although I do not have any memories of what my life was like before being incarnated as human) who have all been pretty attractive, some moreso than especially Michael

Logan is pretty physically hot to me and I cannot deny that, and Satan made him participate in energetic sex with me, he just does it much more with Michael 

Idk how it works I just know that I have been on the receiving end of it  🤷‍♀️

It has to do with mental energy and I do not know if he makes them get turned on thinking about having s**ual intercourse with me (because they are essentially his puppets) and then uses their sexual energy to impersonate them or how exactly it works