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anyway trying to forgive Satan I know that he is just bitter and whatever and it is strategic for him to try to take out Christian mom

I do not know if I should join a more worldly church ? maybe I picked one that is too narcisisstically works-focused judgemental but all American churches seem to be this way to be 100 percent honest

all of the ones that I have attended anyway

I feel like the Pastor of the church of the Celebrate Recovery program I go to is attacking ME and judging ME instead of attacking Satan and the powers of darkness keeping me in bondage

like he is literally moving the prayer meeting group to the same night as Celebrate Recovery specifically to (passive aggressively it is coming accross) "pray for my deliverance"

but is he trying to protect his works-based ego, or does he genuinely care about a struggling woman ?

God will reveal all lol, I am not scared of the judgements of men

I used to go to the main service on Sundays, but because of church members behaving so judgementally and passive aggressively I am like "nah I'll pass" I will just watch TV church if y'all are going to be acting narcissistic and judgemental instead of encouraging and compassionately out of a heart of genuine non-judgemental or condemnatory love prayerful

haters gonna hate, but I am going to keep focusing on what steps that I need to take in my recovery process to grow closer to JESUS

I do not care about "fitting in", Jesus's love needs to fill my heart much more so than he already has for me to even be able to fit in lol

an ugly duckling babe in Christ cannot become a graceful swan without serious divine intervention  🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊✝️