listening to Satan's voice almost completely destroyed me as an entity and I didn't even realize that I had been doing it almost all of my life because it seemed like my own thoughts and sounded like my own voice in my head
I forgot what it is to be and act full of love, to genuinely care about other people and their problems, to properly nurture a baby instead of be disinterested in them because I feel too helpless and confused to take care of myself let alone another human being
normal human things that seem to come so naturally to most people