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I wish that I knew how to be and act perfect


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listening to Satan's voice almost completely destroyed me as an entity and I didn't even realize that I had been doing it almost all of my life because it seemed like my own thoughts and sounded like my own voice in my head

 

I forgot what it is to be and act full of love, to genuinely care about other people and their problems, to properly nurture a baby instead of be disinterested in them because I feel too helpless and confused to take care of myself let alone another human being

 

normal human things that seem to come so naturally to most people

 

 

last edit on 3/17/2022 5:32:42 AM
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I do not know what the distinction is between Satan's voice and the voice of my "flesh desires" but yeah

 

the twelve step study is teaching me how to stop being scared to be honest and truthful about my thoughts with other people

 

 

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What makes it 'Satan' versus yourself if it's in the sound of your own thoughts? 

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