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my inappropriate s**ual and romantic relationship fantasies are not Michael's fault

all of my sinning is my own responsibility, no matter what another person or even Satan does to me

JesusistheKing said: 

I am finally just sick of the psychological abuse

Is it still psychological abuse if you're doing it to yourself? 

Satan bribed me with spiritual s** to fall back into my old fantasy patterns and I see it for what it is now

How does spiritual sex work? 

Turncoat said: 

JesusistheKing said: 

I am finally just sick of the psychological abuse

Is it still psychological abuse if you're doing it to yourself? 

Satan bribed me with spiritual s** to fall back into my old fantasy patterns and I see it for what it is now

How does spiritual sex work? 

 

so what you are asking about is spiritual s** with an Incubus (in my case Satan himself and this only started after I became a Christian this last year which was the end of April and the spiritual s** started in June after I moved back to the east coast)

so basically it feels like someone is having sex with you but you have to fantasize about what the person looks like and is doing to you to keep the fantasy and s**ual experience going (and I believe that Satan is able to put visualizations in my head through some sort of non verbal consent or lust stronghold or something) but sometimes I come up with them on my own too

I do not know or remember what Satan looks like, so he just mostly used and encouraged Michael and Logan to be the objects of my fantasies (these two are the most connected to him I am assuming)

JesusistheKing said: 

Turncoat said: 

JesusistheKing said: 

I am finally just sick of the psychological abuse

Is it still psychological abuse if you're doing it to yourself? 

Satan bribed me with spiritual s** to fall back into my old fantasy patterns and I see it for what it is now

How does spiritual sex work? 

 

so what you are asking about is spiritual s** with an Incubus (in my case Satan himself and this only started after I became a Christian this last year which was the end of April and the spiritual s** started in June after I moved back to the east coast)

 

so basically it feels like someone is having sex with you but you have to fantasize about what the person looks like and is doing to you to keep the fantasy and s**ual experience going (and I believe that Satan is able to put visualizations in my head through some sort of non verbal consent or lust stronghold or something) but sometimes I come up with them on my own too

 

I do not know or remember what Satan looks like, so he just mostly used and encouraged Michael and Logan to be the objects of my fantasies (these two are the most connected to him I am assuming)

 

 

the most that I know about his "essence" is that Satan himself when he stands behind me (which he really likes to rape me that way and sometimes this does not include visualizations it just feels like s**ual pressure inside of my v***** and sometimes actual friction from intercourse) is about 15 feet tall and the essence was black shadowy and also fiery like eternal hell

JesusistheKing said: 

so basically it feels like someone is having sex with you but you have to fantasize about what the person looks like and is doing to you to keep the fantasy and s**ual experience going (and I believe that Satan is able to put visualizations in my head through some sort of non verbal consent or lust stronghold or something) but sometimes I come up with them on my own too

 

I do not know or remember what Satan looks like, so he just mostly used and encouraged Michael and Logan to be the objects of my fantasies (these two are the most connected to him I am assuming)

So in less words you have dirty thoughts that sexually charge you up and get you off without your wanting to enjoy said dirty thoughts? 

Turncoat said: 

JesusistheKing said: 

so basically it feels like someone is having sex with you but you have to fantasize about what the person looks like and is doing to you to keep the fantasy and s**ual experience going (and I believe that Satan is able to put visualizations in my head through some sort of non verbal consent or lust stronghold or something) but sometimes I come up with them on my own too

 

I do not know or remember what Satan looks like, so he just mostly used and encouraged Michael and Logan to be the objects of my fantasies (these two are the most connected to him I am assuming)

So in less words you have dirty thoughts that sexually charge you up and get you off without your wanting to enjoy said dirty thoughts? 

 Nope

this is not an accurate summary for either of the two paragraphs, I know what just being "turned on" is

I told you that this only started happening since last June, with how much I used to s**ually message with people on this forum obviously I would know what normal being turned on is also Satan makes me orgasm way better than I could ever do myself and I do not even have to touch myself at all although often I would writhe around and make "O" faces and grab my breasts but not like actually have to finger myself or touch myself down there and still would have super intense orgasms better than I could ever do on my own and honestly it was better than even normal s**ual intercourse with like a physical human being which is why Satan is keeping me focused on his antichrist and also I am scared to commit physical adultery anymore because I am scared that Satan will convince a man to torture or kill me and that Jesus might let it happen