I look from my balcony, and I see a bunch of teenagers running towards the bus station laughing, I look around to see the snow covering the cars, I can't help but smile like a retard. I get inside cuz its getting cold and see waifu and cat sleeping on top of her, it feels like my heart is going to be explode. Everything worked out, everything is okay, I am in a good place. I am almost scared and thinking when the right shoe will drop, but for now I feel lucky to be alive. Why do I feel so good and when will it all get bad? I have never felt like this before.
I look from my balcony, and I see a bunch of teenagers running towards the bus station laughing, I look around to see the snow covering the cars, I can't help but smile like a retard. I get inside cuz its getting cold and see waifu and cat sleeping on top of her, it feels like my heart is going to be explode. Everything worked out, everything is okay, I am in a good place. I am almost scared and thinking when the right shoe will drop, but for now I feel lucky to be alive. Why do I feel so good and when will it all get bad? I have never felt like this before.
Happy for you. It's nice to see things work out. I remember when you were kinda depressed.
I picked up Buddhism again recently. I've felt pretty good since trying to be help the people around me. It's nice to just take things in and live in the moment.
That's a really nice place to be man, just enjoy it day-by-day rather than start ruminating how it'll end. Too many self-fulfilling prophesies start that way. Gotta execute those thoughts point blank or you'll make yourself miserable.
And get a dog if you don't know how to live in the moment, They're experts, and they teach you a lot.
But for my unoptimistic news, if you live anywhere Moldova (I think you said you're in Bucharest - too close IMO), you should GTFO pretty soon.
Without violating any kind of sec situation, pretty sure I can tell you guys that we believe Moldova is next in line. There's already a lot of pro-Russian psychops and propaganda being disseminated there. Thinking seems to be that successive stages of the advance will involve radicalizing other less hostile states to amass their military man power and contribute to suppressing a Ukrainian insurgence.
I would recommend reading this Ted book it is helping me come out of a Victim mentality and always fearing he worst is yet to come (it is empowering)
https://www.amazon.com/dp/0996871802/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_awdb_imm_GKDQ5SQTFQHRXGFSQC0Y
you will start raping again
a2
It does not have to go bad, my friend
edit: but probably when ww3 starts
where are you going for ww3? I am starting to srsly consider Namibia
I look from my balcony, and I see a bunch of teenagers running towards the bus station laughing, I look around to see the snow covering the cars, I can't help but smile like a retard. I get inside cuz its getting cold and see waifu and cat sleeping on top of her, it feels like my heart is going to be explode. Everything worked out, everything is okay, I am in a good place. I am almost scared and thinking when the right shoe will drop, but for now I feel lucky to be alive. Why do I feel so good and when will it all get bad? I have never felt like this before.
Happy for you. It's nice to see things work out. I remember when you were kinda depressed.
I picked up Buddhism again recently. I've felt pretty good since trying to be help the people around me. It's nice to just take things in and live in the moment.
Yeah, I was suicidal for quite a bit. I also got into guided meditation which I think is helping. Really helps with PTSD symptoms
That's a really nice place to be man, just enjoy it day-by-day rather than start ruminating how it'll end. Too many self-fulfilling prophesies start that way. Gotta execute those thoughts point blank or you'll make yourself miserable.
And get a dog if you don't know how to live in the moment, They're experts, and they teach you a lot.
Our cat is too calculating, might help haha
But for my unoptimistic news, if you live anywhere Moldova (I think you said you're in Bucharest - too close IMO), you should GTFO pretty soon.
On the way
Without violating any kind of sec situation, pretty sure I can tell you guys that we believe Moldova is next in line. There's already a lot of pro-Russian psychops and propaganda being disseminated there.
Thinking seems to be that successive stages of the advance will involve radicalizing other less hostile states to amass their military man power and contribute to suppressing a Ukrainian insurgence.
sounds logical
Yeah, I was suicidal for quite a bit. I also got into guided meditation which I think is helping. Really helps with PTSD symptoms
What kind of meditation? I tried meditating at some point and it was sort of difficult to concentrate. I was trying to focus on my breathing, and then I got really frustrated because I realized that my mind wandered off to other stuff. It's surprisingly difficult to focus.