"The Empowerment Dynamic", it is teaching me how to become a leader for women (I did not know how because one of my coping mechanisms is behaving immaturity and codependency and in the Victim and Persecutor roles often, always needing a Rescuer because I could never rescue myself- writing this out looks like borderline pd to me)
https://www.amazon.com/POWER-TED-EMPOWERMENT-DYNAMIC-Anniversary/dp/0996871802
https://www.theempowermentdynamic.com/