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after years of not touching it, i installed the Romeo app again, and saw the profile of a guy my age in pantyhose doing slutty poses, the app said he's 1 mile away and it said "young inexperienced slut"

We chatted up and the convo turned into fantasies and I talked about forced feminization and rape stuff

I mentioned being married and he said hed love to seduce a married man and shit like that

I decided to meet up for a coffee and talk cuz didnt feel like having sex but ended up getting aroused seeing his bulge in the pantyhose and him turning around when he fixed up the drinks

Long story short I pinned him down and he did his struggling thing and I overcame him and I think I came like 3 times back to back in an hour, the whole room stank like bleach

ı came back home shaking and feeling dissociated like wtf did i do

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last edit on 3/9/2022 10:44:04 PM
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If you ever visit Ukraine you can rape me in my military uniform 

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If you ever visit Ukraine you can rape me in my military uniform 

 You must be a pure genetic russian cuz you emptied my man pouch xx

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you could join a Celebrate Recovery, just a suggestion

 

 

 

 

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you could join a Celebrate Recovery, just a suggestion

 

 

 

 

 I can only imagine how it goes

*Hey, I am Jim, I am 27 and I am addicted to fucking twinks and femboys*

*group laughter*

I aint doing that

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you could join a Celebrate Recovery, just a suggestion

 

 

 

 

 I can only imagine how it goes

*Hey, I am Jim, I am 27 and I am addicted to fucking twinks and femboys*

*group laughter*

I aint doing that

 If you put it in more polite terms like that you are struggling with sex addiction or lust, they wouldn't laugh at you  the group guidelines are to not try to fix each other which means no one would be trying to control you but you aren't allowed to use cursing language or abuse drugs on the premises

 

 

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you could join a Celebrate Recovery, just a suggestion

 I can only imagine how it goes

*Hey, I am Jim, I am 27 and I am addicted to fucking twinks and femboys*

*group laughter*

I aint doing that

 If you put it in more polite terms like that you are struggling with sex addiction or lust, they wouldn't laugh at you

You seem to be under the assumption that every country is like the US, which seems common in Americans haha

the group guidelines are to not try to fix each other which means no one would be trying to control you but you aren't allowed to use cursing language or abuse drugs on the premises

I need benzylfentanyl and crack for my anxiety and depression so no thanks

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I haven’t related to Jim in such a long time, but I understand the sex addiction so much. I get it. I’m like so addicted to sex that when I don’t get it, I go crazy and start doing bad things, just like Jim’s experience, but less rapey. I cheat via text and touch myself to the dirty things the guy writes and it’s sad because I have a boyfriend and I can’t even do anything about either thing.

I can’t ditch my boyfriend because I want to marry him, but I can’t have sex with another hit if I have a boyfriend and I can’t have sex with my boyfriend because he’s too far, so my only options are no sex or cheat and I can’t cheat but I can’t help myself either. It’s like it just happenes because you can’t stop it. It’s the worst thing ever. Makes me want to die.

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after years of not touching it, i installed the Romeo app again, and saw the profile of a guy my age in pantyhose doing slutty poses, the app said he's 1 mile away and it said "young inexperienced slut"

We chatted up and the convo turned into fantasies and I talked about forced feminization and rape stuff

I mentioned being married and he said hed love to seduce a married man and shit like that

I decided to meet up for a coffee and talk cuz didnt feel like having sex but ended up getting aroused seeing his bulge in the pantyhose and him turning around when he fixed up the drinks

Long story short I pinned him down and he did his struggling thing and I overcame him and I think I came like 3 times back to back in an hour, the whole room stank like bleach

ı came back home shaking and feeling dissociated like wtf did i do

AMA

 i know you are faithful to your wife faggot. embrace your good sides, it will heal you. if you want to be whole you need to integrate everything.

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