I perceive that I have taught him so much and still he is choosing rebellion
I put a lot of time and energy into this young whippersnapper even through his tantrums and trying to punch and kick me
To be honest, I would probably teach him more by not trying to teach him and I am going in that direction, because he is an adult man after all
I have been a bit hypocritical in my codependency issues and should not be trying to teach men but it was so difficult for me to let go but now I am repenting of relational idolization
huge deal, the source of most of my problems