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ChallengeSeeker said: 

Outro said: 

ChallengeSeeker said: 

I’m thinking about killing myself soon. Any suggestions on how to do it? I’d like something you can’t come back from, but that’s easy to start, like it won’t be scary to start, but you’ll die if you start. Like bleach or something. But not because that’s hard to get down. Not good with a knife either. It just isn’t sharp enough or fast enough. Jumping off of something is hard. Alcohol didn’t work, need something like… 

 Why do you wanna kill yourself?

If you actually have a law degree, that's a permanent ticket to all sorts of cool shit. What are you passionate about?What kind of change do you wanna influence in the world? Find something that drives you and figure out how to make it happen.

Death is the boring option imo, you'll die eventually. If you can wait it out and do something cool in the meantime, that's the way to go. 

 I don’t want to be a lawyer. I want to be a missionary, but I want to do missions my way, so I have to be rich to fund them. I also want to create homeless shelters that get people out of poverty, instead of just housing them. I want to have an entire program and a business to give them jobs and help them get work experience. I also want it to be Jesus centered, which will be part of my mission work.

I have a street evangelist certificate, so whenever I am ready, I can become a missionary. The issue is I have to finish my cases and try to make money so I can eventually do that, but I have no motivation because I’m depressed and have to live with my parents for a while. I guess I just don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel anymore. It seems impossible to accomplish anything, so instead of failing, I want to die. There’s more dignity in it than failing.  

 I'd advise against creating a privately run rehabilitation center for the homeless. It's worse than paying for multiple weddings and by now you ought to know many homeless people have no motivation to change.

Hawk said: 

ChallengeSeeker said: 

Outro said: 

ChallengeSeeker said: 

I’m thinking about killing myself soon. Any suggestions on how to do it? I’d like something you can’t come back from, but that’s easy to start, like it won’t be scary to start, but you’ll die if you start. Like bleach or something. But not because that’s hard to get down. Not good with a knife either. It just isn’t sharp enough or fast enough. Jumping off of something is hard. Alcohol didn’t work, need something like… 

 Why do you wanna kill yourself?

If you actually have a law degree, that's a permanent ticket to all sorts of cool shit. What are you passionate about?What kind of change do you wanna influence in the world? Find something that drives you and figure out how to make it happen.

Death is the boring option imo, you'll die eventually. If you can wait it out and do something cool in the meantime, that's the way to go. 

 I don’t want to be a lawyer. I want to be a missionary, but I want to do missions my way, so I have to be rich to fund them. I also want to create homeless shelters that get people out of poverty, instead of just housing them. I want to have an entire program and a business to give them jobs and help them get work experience. I also want it to be Jesus centered, which will be part of my mission work.

I have a street evangelist certificate, so whenever I am ready, I can become a missionary. The issue is I have to finish my cases and try to make money so I can eventually do that, but I have no motivation because I’m depressed and have to live with my parents for a while. I guess I just don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel anymore. It seems impossible to accomplish anything, so instead of failing, I want to die. There’s more dignity in it than failing.  

 I'd advise against creating a privately run rehabilitation center for the homeless. It's worse than paying for multiple weddings and by now you ought to know many homeless people have no motivation to change.

 It’s going to be a religious, sober living, homeless shelter. It’s not for just anyone. You’re going to have to call daily to get a spot, so they will have to want to be better before they can even get a spot. They will have to invest in their future by figuring out how to make a call to hopefully get an open bed. Plus, they get kicked out if they break any rules or anything. I was just in a place where they did exactly what I’ve always dreamed of doing and it worked perfectly. Amazing place, so I’ll just copy them.

ChallengeSeeker said: 

Outro said: 

ChallengeSeeker said: 

I’m thinking about killing myself soon. Any suggestions on how to do it? I’d like something you can’t come back from, but that’s easy to start, like it won’t be scary to start, but you’ll die if you start. Like bleach or something. But not because that’s hard to get down. Not good with a knife either. It just isn’t sharp enough or fast enough. Jumping off of something is hard. Alcohol didn’t work, need something like… 

 Why do you wanna kill yourself?

If you actually have a law degree, that's a permanent ticket to all sorts of cool shit. What are you passionate about?What kind of change do you wanna influence in the world? Find something that drives you and figure out how to make it happen.

Death is the boring option imo, you'll die eventually. If you can wait it out and do something cool in the meantime, that's the way to go. 

 I don’t want to be a lawyer. I want to be a missionary, but I want to do missions my way, so I have to be rich to fund them. I also want to create homeless shelters that get people out of poverty, instead of just housing them. I want to have an entire program and a business to give them jobs and help them get work experience. I also want it to be Jesus centered, which will be part of my mission work.

I have a street evangelist certificate, so whenever I am ready, I can become a missionary. The issue is I have to finish my cases and try to make money so I can eventually do that, but I have no motivation because I’m depressed and have to live with my parents for a while. I guess I just don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel anymore. It seems impossible to accomplish anything, so instead of failing, I want to die. There’s more dignity in it than failing.  

 This is a weird af answer, to be perfectly honest with you. 

I'm glad you've got some kinda passion, but an answer that's basically "I need to be independently wealthy so I can work on this philanthropic vanity project" is narcissistic and unrealistic. 

I genuinely thought you'd say something like, well I could use my law degree to work at a not-for-profit that helps [insert struggle] group of people. Your answer sounds like you wanna help yourself first and foremost. 

ChallengeSeeker said: 

I don’t want to be a lawyer. I want to be a missionary, but I want to do missions my way, so I have to be rich to fund them. I also want to create homeless shelters that get people out of poverty, instead of just housing them. I want to have an entire program and a business to give them jobs and help them get work experience. I also want it to be Jesus centered, which will be part of my mission work.

I have a street evangelist certificate, so whenever I am ready, I can become a missionary. The issue is I have to finish my cases and try to make money so I can eventually do that, but I have no motivation because I’m depressed and have to live with my parents for a while. I guess I just don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel anymore. It seems impossible to accomplish anything, so instead of failing, I want to die. There’s more dignity in it than failing.  

I'm sorry to hear about what you're going through.

However, I'm not sure if I understand you. If you're devoted enough to your mission that you'd rather kill yourself than fail, surely that opens doors to things that would otherwise be impossible? If you're resolved to do something to that extent, that is. Why not exhaust those options. It's true that probably what you're talking about is not possible using the "conventional ways." However, if you're willing to do anything, I'm pretty sure it's doable.

I'm not sure if I recommend it, though, because you could end up sacrificing everything you have and finding you're not happy at the end of all of it.

If you really, really, really want to do this more than anything in the world and are willing to sacrifice everything you have for that goal, including your happiness, family, friends, social circles, free time, health, current lifestyle, integrity, honor, honesty, etc, and really think you have absolutely nothing to lose, then DM me.

I'm glad you've got some kinda passion, but an answer that's basically "I need to be independently wealthy so I can work on this philanthropic vanity project" is narcissistic and unrealistic.

Loser.

Outro said: 

Your answer sounds like you wanna help yourself first and foremost. 

So what if she does? What, do you expect everyone to be saints? Reaching her goal would actually help people. Most people who are depressed are full of self-pity and self-loathing. You must feel really morally superior to be dissing her aspirations "oooh but you're REALLY doing this for yourself nyah nyah." Be happy her goal isn't shooting people up.

Outro said: 

ChallengeSeeker said: 

Outro said: 

ChallengeSeeker said: 

I’m thinking about killing myself soon. Any suggestions on how to do it? I’d like something you can’t come back from, but that’s easy to start, like it won’t be scary to start, but you’ll die if you start. Like bleach or something. But not because that’s hard to get down. Not good with a knife either. It just isn’t sharp enough or fast enough. Jumping off of something is hard. Alcohol didn’t work, need something like… 

 Why do you wanna kill yourself?

If you actually have a law degree, that's a permanent ticket to all sorts of cool shit. What are you passionate about?What kind of change do you wanna influence in the world? Find something that drives you and figure out how to make it happen.

Death is the boring option imo, you'll die eventually. If you can wait it out and do something cool in the meantime, that's the way to go. 

 I don’t want to be a lawyer. I want to be a missionary, but I want to do missions my way, so I have to be rich to fund them. I also want to create homeless shelters that get people out of poverty, instead of just housing them. I want to have an entire program and a business to give them jobs and help them get work experience. I also want it to be Jesus centered, which will be part of my mission work.

I have a street evangelist certificate, so whenever I am ready, I can become a missionary. The issue is I have to finish my cases and try to make money so I can eventually do that, but I have no motivation because I’m depressed and have to live with my parents for a while. I guess I just don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel anymore. It seems impossible to accomplish anything, so instead of failing, I want to die. There’s more dignity in it than failing.  

 This is a weird af answer, to be perfectly honest with you. 

I'm glad you've got some kinda passion, but an answer that's basically "I need to be independently wealthy so I can work on this philanthropic vanity project" is narcissistic and unrealistic. 

I genuinely thought you'd say something like, well I could use my law degree to work at a not-for-profit that helps [insert struggle] group of people. Your answer sounds like you wanna help yourself first and foremost. 

 Actually, this isn’t accurate at all. I don’t want to use my law degree at all. I’d rather work at McDonald’s, but that won’t help anyone. I can’t just quit my job because I’m legally required to finish the cases I have already and since I have to finish the cases, which will take years, I may as well go more cases and get rich so I can start a charity that funds my missions and homeless shelters. If it were truly up to me, I’d just stop working, live with Chapo and work at McDonald’s and be truly happy, finally. I would settle for making people happy with food, so it’s not about making ME rich. It’s seriously just about helping people in what I think is the best way possible. 

JimRichards said: 

ChallengeSeeker said: 

I don’t want to be a lawyer. I want to be a missionary, but I want to do missions my way, so I have to be rich to fund them. I also want to create homeless shelters that get people out of poverty, instead of just housing them. I want to have an entire program and a business to give them jobs and help them get work experience. I also want it to be Jesus centered, which will be part of my mission work.

I have a street evangelist certificate, so whenever I am ready, I can become a missionary. The issue is I have to finish my cases and try to make money so I can eventually do that, but I have no motivation because I’m depressed and have to live with my parents for a while. I guess I just don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel anymore. It seems impossible to accomplish anything, so instead of failing, I want to die. There’s more dignity in it than failing.  

I'm sorry to hear about what you're going through.

However, I'm not sure if I understand you. If you're devoted enough to your mission that you'd rather kill yourself than fail, surely that opens doors to things that would otherwise be impossible? If you're resolved to do something to that extent, that is. Why not exhaust those options. It's true that probably what you're talking about is not possible using the "conventional ways." However, if you're willing to do anything, I'm pretty sure it's doable.

I'm not sure if I recommend it, though, because you could end up sacrificing everything you have and finding you're not happy at the end of all of it.

If you really, really, really want to do this more than anything in the world and are willing to sacrifice everything you have for that goal, including your happiness, family, friends, social circles, free time, health, current lifestyle, integrity, honor, honesty, etc, and really think you have absolutely nothing to lose, then DM me.

I'm glad you've got some kinda passion, but an answer that's basically "I need to be independently wealthy so I can work on this philanthropic vanity project" is narcissistic and unrealistic.

Loser.

 I’m not willing to do ANYTHING because that would mean I’m willing to give up on my cases and let my clients find a new attorney, but I know they like me and want me to do the work for them and I promised I would, so I will. I have a lot to lose, which is why I’m not living with Chapo anymore. If everything falls apart, I’ll DM you and see what you have to offer, but until then, I’m going to work on what I have to do and try to make money doing it.

JimRichards said: 

Outro said: 

Your answer sounds like you wanna help yourself first and foremost. 

So what if she does? What, do you expect everyone to be saints? Reaching her goal would actually help people. Most people who are depressed are full of self-pity and self-loathing. You must feel really morally superior to be dissing her aspirations "oooh but you're REALLY doing this for yourself nyah nyah." Be happy her goal isn't shooting people up.

 Dude, seriously. I used to be evil and actually had aspirations similar to that, so that’s a real thing for people sometimes and I, for one, am happy I’m no longer like that.