scrolling through roastie reddit made me think, do you guys have any past partner that you couldnt win over and got away? do you still think about them?
mine is my Russian ex, he left and found a rich old faggot and never messaged me again, which makes me respect and admire him since it makes him strong and not needy because he made it without me and did not message me, but at the same time it keeps me at night thinking why I was not good enough for him and fantasize about him coming back and telling me he still loves me and making love to his skinny pale russian twink body, which of course makes me feel guilty as I should not be thinking these things. How do you guys get over it?
Get a new person, but you have one. Why isn’t she enough? Get a guy on the side. Wait, you’re married. Just imagine you’re having sex with him when you’re having sex with your chick. That’s the best way to do it. I have never wanted someone enough to feel like I missed out, but I do feel like I missed opportunities in that I could have been happier with someone if I changed something, but that’s a rabbit hole of regret that my brain doesn’t let me live in. If I did go down that path of regret, I’d just… I don’t even know man.
That sounds depressing. I’d find them again or kill myself, I guess. I lean more towards the killing myself option because rejection hurts more than death, so skip that possibility. Plus, you probably romanticize the relationship, but I guess if you had something to offer him, you would be able to win and not be rejected, so get something to offer him, advertise it to him and then wait for him to run back to you.
