whats the purpose of your life? what keeps you going? what makes you the most happy?
for me it's really gay and normie now, when I was younger I was all about money and attention and manipulation skills (had my psychopath phase lol), now it's more being alongside someone I feel connected to, that I feel is perfect and amazing (for me), just talking and doing stuff together, is a high that's bigger than meth and eating a good kebab or receiving bitcoins, which the old Jim would call me a faggot for
that makes me question, how much did your values change from 10 years ago? how did your joys and triggers shift? I swear I am not doing some sociopathic data mining haha just curious if I am the only one