Alena hates me and craves my approval at the same time because I remind her of her rapist abusive brother that made her orgasm and feel good in her loli weewee (you know she liked it)
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Alena hates me and craves my approval at the same time because I remind her of her rapist abusive brother that made her orgasm and feel good in her loli weewee (you know she liked it)
You mean she reminds you of your mom who abused you, and you wish you were a little kid again to relive that abuse.
Alena hates me and craves my approval at the same time because I remind her of her rapist abusive brother that made her orgasm and feel good in her loli weewee (you know she liked it)
Ok shut the fuck up NOW
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she told me some 6 years ago in pm when I gained her trust LOL
(dont trust anyone, bitch i planned this)
Lol your point? Literally does not make her any less of a person
You stop being mean right now
That means Lena is a strong person to keep on going after going through something so difficult and is worthy of praise and compassion
I'm sure you are hurt yourself because hurt people hurt people, but you matter, and so does Alena.
Alena needs compassion and so do you.
Go sit in the naughty corner until you tell Alena your sorry
Alena if your reading this what happened to you isn't your fault and made you stronger and you are a beautiful survivor and we don't see you as any less of a person. What happens to you isn't you, it's what you do that matters.
Actually it made me BPD and a bitch with serious trust issues and i don't really mind it tbh, it gets brought up at least once a year.
> Gained her trust
Pretty sure i was just drunk and really fucking talkative
At the end of the day, humans are animals and sometimes we lash out because of pain caused by others. And that's ok. There's no need to stress over the past, but just try to do better, each and every day, one day at a time.
I refuse to do better.
I'm a dumbass bitch and i will never improve and never change
I'm okay with that
Why?
Why what
Why do you refuse to do better?
Why are you a dumbass bitch and will never improve or change?
Why are you okay with this?
Because I am violently mediocre and i see no point in putting in any more effort into something that's going to fly by me without any regard or respect for how much work I've put in.
I am a dumbass bitch because I choose to be and i don't feel any need to change or improve, what could i even change or improve about myself? Have you any suggestions?
Because it's comfortable in its own way, frogs in a well type of way i suppose
You are not a dumb ass bitch you just have complex PTSD.
I would suggest mushrooms
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she told me some 6 years ago in pm when I gained her trust LOL
(dont trust anyone, bitch i planned this)
Lol your point? Literally does not make her any less of a person
You stop being mean right now
That means Lena is a strong person to keep on going after going through something so difficult and is worthy of praise and compassion
I'm sure you are hurt yourself because hurt people hurt people, but you matter, and so does Alena.
Alena needs compassion and so do you.
Go sit in the naughty corner until you tell Alena your sorry
Alena if your reading this what happened to you isn't your fault and made you stronger and you are a beautiful survivor and we don't see you as any less of a person. What happens to you isn't you, it's what you do that matters.
Actually it made me BPD and a bitch with serious trust issues and i don't really mind it tbh, it gets brought up at least once a year.
> Gained her trust
Pretty sure i was just drunk and really fucking talkative
At the end of the day, humans are animals and sometimes we lash out because of pain caused by others. And that's ok. There's no need to stress over the past, but just try to do better, each and every day, one day at a time.
I refuse to do better.
I'm a dumbass bitch and i will never improve and never change
I'm okay with that
Why?
Why what
Why do you refuse to do better?
Why are you a dumbass bitch and will never improve or change?
Why are you okay with this?
Because I am violently mediocre and i see no point in putting in any more effort into something that's going to fly by me without any regard or respect for how much work I've put in.
I am a dumbass bitch because I choose to be and i don't feel any need to change or improve, what could i even change or improve about myself? Have you any suggestions?
Because it's comfortable in its own way, frogs in a well type of way i suppose
It's just that you seem to know what you see as areas of change, yet either don't want to engage with or improve. It's up to debate if they are areas worth improving or engaging in, but by your admission, you seem resigned otherwise. I'm just curious...is that what you want or what you accept?
Its called depression
(Gives Lena a hug)
I purple you
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I am a dumbass bitch because I choose to be and i don't feel any need to change or improve, what could i even change or improve about myself? Have you any suggestions?
I would suggest the following:
1. Be kinder to people.
2. Be more willing to admit you're wrong
3. Be more charitable
4. Grow boobs
5. Read more
6. Think before you speak
7. Have a better relationship with your family
8. Stop assuming everyone is out to get you
9. Be more open
10. Be vulnerable
11. Be less judgemental
12. Reflect on your relationships
13. Stop trying to act cool, lose the mask bro
14. Read self-help books particularly those on socializing
15. Reconnect with your brother
16. Reconnect with your parents
17. Watch "My name is Earl" and make your own karma book
18. Once ready, start a relationship
19. Start a family
20. Buy a house and a dog
21. Remember to take care of yourself.
22. Clean your room
23. Start eating healthy
24. Get educated
25. Listen to people more
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I am a dumbass bitch because I choose to be and i don't feel any need to change or improve, what could i even change or improve about myself? Have you any suggestions?
I would suggest the following:
1. Be kinder to people.
2. Be more willing to admit you're wrong
3. Be more charitable
4. Grow boobs
5. Read more
6. Think before you speak
7. Have a better relationship with your family
8. Stop assuming everyone is out to get you
9. Be more open
10. Be vulnerable
11. Be less judgemental
12. Reflect on your relationships
13. Stop trying to act cool, lose the mask bro
14. Read self-help books particularly those on socializing
15. Reconnect with your brother
16. Reconnect with your parents
17. Watch "My name is Earl" and make your own karma book
18. Once ready, start a relationship
19. Start a family
20. Buy a house and a dog
21. Remember to take care of yourself.
22. Clean your room
23. Start eating healthy
24. Get educated
25. Listen to people more
Lmao no.