when I first came out as the divine Mother, I was angry that no one believed me, but since Jesus has still not had spiritual s**ual intercourse with me yet I am struggling to believe it myself
nevertheless, I am continuing on as a Christian and most likely a single and celibate one at least for a while, but when I first announced my belief in myself being the goddess and Jesus's significant other and partner and Mother of all of his children and was not believed, and because everyone kept attacking me and my imperfections and comparing me to Feathers who has professed to be a Christian for a much longer time, I became angry and lashed out at everyone and attacked everyone back
but truthfully I still love everyone just the same as I used to, it is just now I have to give up trying to be accepted and agreed with by them because the belief system that is giving me the peace and happiness that I have craved my entire life requires me to point people to a God who, while forgiving and loving and compassionate, also has strict standards against sinning and many sinful activities can be enjoyable especially short-term and in moderation but sometimes even long-term
I still love all of you just as much, but I am having to have temperance between my love for people and the social norms and customs of my country and favorite social groups and my love for Jesus
