the reason Feathers left ? I missed what happened
Turns out you were more right about her than we thought. She logged on, tried to stir drama by making people fight each other, told numerous lies and outlandish statements that all had nothing to do with eachother, and all following a debate that wasn't even with me.
Turns out calling her a liar makes her flip out and tell more lies. Must be the Devil's curse lingering from her Satanist days. Spatial ended up leaving over something similar around the same timeframe, yielding once again that you're a more pure Christian than others on this forum.
the reason Feathers left ? I missed what happened
Turns out you were more right about her than we thought. She logged on, tried to stir drama by making people fight each other, told numerous lies and outlandish statements that all had nothing to do with eachother, and all following a debate that wasn't even with me.
Turns out calling her a liar makes her flip out and tell more lies. Must be the Devil's curse lingering from her Satanist days. Spatial ended up leaving over something similar around the same timeframe, yielding once again that you're a more pure Christian than others on this forum.
hmm, the weird thing with me is that I am seemingly by default a horrible Christian (because I had a very difficult time acting like one when I was younger too) but I do genuinely believe that Jesus is God and I am genuinely trying to learn how to overcome sinning
it is just that my starting point is essentially the most horrible confused and also stubbornly angry at God type of Christian I am holding on to the hope that Jesus is going to transform me into a much better Christian though, and it seems to be slowly happening especially since I was invited to live with Christian roommates by a couple women in my Celebrate Recovery group
I eventually did not even want to be a Christian, but it seems like I came to a point that from my perspective my life was either going to end very soon and I would be condemned to eternal hell, or I could give my life to Jesus and I chose the latter and slowly Jesus is humbling me and teaching me to become more loving and all of those holy spirit things 🤷♀️🤍🕊✝️
I edited in the third paragraph "by default" to "eventually", that was a typo
I did want to be an acceptable Christian when I was younger, and a couple other phases throughout my life, I just did not understand how to be............
and I am still learning. It is a very humbling and embarrassing process, I am having to be very truthful with my counselor and Jesus only knows what she thinks of me lol I am trying not to let my fears of what if she abandons me as being a hopeless cause get the best of me but they almost did before I had my most recent session with her I think I am more calmed down about it now though
the reason Feathers left ? I missed what happened
I find him triggering too, but what is like this conspiracy other than that he is a delusional narcissist who needs Jesus like most people on sociopathcommunity :p🤍🕊
i think he just picks and nags at people, twists their words and manipulates & gaslights everything around them. i don't really give a fuck but he seems to focus this solely on either vulnerable women or mods. he targets ppl like you, delora, med, inq, tony, ed.
when the males here attack him, laugh at his rape story, threaten to dox him etc he basically wants to sit up all night having deep intimate convos with them
I don't think anyone really likes or respects TC. He's mostly here to be a nuisance, begging for attention because no one gives him any otherwise if he were to be genuine as a person. I feel bad for his parents since they have to take care of him, even at 32, while they're in their 60s.
Here's his address: 1306 Grinnell Dr
Yellow Springs, OH 45387
He's also possibly a pedophile. He adamantly said he dislikes children and doesn't wanna be around them, but a couple of years ago he tutored children at a math camp. He also defends pedos on here (Jim, Chapo) a lot.
I don't think anyone really likes or respects TC. He's mostly here to be a nuisance, begging for attention because no one gives him any otherwise if he were to be genuine as a person. I feel bad for his parents since they have to take care of him, even at 32, while they're in their 60s.
Here's his address: 1306 Grinnell Dr
Yellow Springs, OH 45387He's also possibly a pedophile. He adamantly said he dislikes children and doesn't wanna be around them, but a couple of years ago he tutored children at a math camp. He also defends pedos on here (Jim, Chapo) a lot.
I like TC
the reason Feathers left ? I missed what happened
Turns out you were more right about her than we thought. She logged on, tried to stir drama by making people fight each other, told numerous lies and outlandish statements that all had nothing to do with eachother, and all following a debate that wasn't even with me.
Turns out calling her a liar makes her flip out and tell more lies. Must be the Devil's curse lingering from her Satanist days. Spatial ended up leaving over something similar around the same timeframe, yielding once again that you're a more pure Christian than others on this forum.hmm, the weird thing with me is that I am seemingly by default a horrible Christian (because I had a very difficult time acting like one when I was younger too) but I do genuinely believe that Jesus is God and I am genuinely trying to learn how to overcome sinning
The first and main difference I'd bring up is that you're actually trying in earnest despite your issues with it. The significance of that means more than those who simply ascribe to it as some sort of narcissistic lip service to excuse everything they do. At most you display a God Complex that, while it's slowing you down, isn't actually stopping you from this path.
Regardless of if The Divine Mother is real or not, your only supposed Blasphemy (if you don't believe in Gnosis) is over a single piece of rhetoric in the texts, a single tenet that doesn't really get in the way of others' room to worship without making the faith look as superficial. For as much as we disagree on the message, I tend to disagree with most people which makes it fairly moot of a point on it's own, and I applaud your effort that continues pouring out of you. For what narcy tendencies you may have, it's less of an obstacle for you than it's proven to be for those two, for you wouldn't choose to do something like lie on purpose for example when you know full well that God and Jesus will have your heart snitch on you.
In the end, she was just using it as a disguise. Her values aren't really Christian at all, and it becomes increasingly obvious the more she's given room to talk without scripture.
it is just that my starting point is essentially the most horrible confused and also stubbornly angry at God type of Christian I am holding on to the hope that Jesus is going to transform me into a much better Christian though, and it seems to be slowly happening especially since I was invited to live with Christian roommates by a couple women in my Celebrate Recovery group
You're still trying and actually conform to more of the texts than you otherwise don't.
I eventually did not even want to be a Christian, but it seems like I came to a point that from my perspective my life was either going to end very soon and I would be condemned to eternal hell, or I could give my life to Jesus and I chose the latter and slowly Jesus is humbling me and teaching me to become more loving and all of those holy spirit things 🤷♀️🤍🕊✝️
Life's a journey and we all take different paths that, at points, may cross one another or run parallel for a time. While I don't agree with your findings and think it's sublimating damages and ego issues, I otherwise salute your seeking them.
I just wish you could be more open minded about other faiths to invite conversational comparisons. Philosophy is a fun subject that works as an exercise in perspective-taking.
