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his envy

 

at first it scared me,  how worthless and powerless I knew that he wanted to make me feel  but I know that the truth is that he is envious of me,  of my beauty and intelligence

 

Satan must think and feel that he "made me",  and that I betrayed him by loving Jesus when I was younger,  and that is not a good position to be in with Satan

 

 

last edit on 12/20/2021 12:28:27 AM
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I might not seem physically more beautiful than anyone else,  but spiritually and in both Jesus's and Satan's eyes,  I am the ultimate prize  and I am too aware of it to just be like  "yeah if Satan says that he thinks that I am worthless that must be the truth"

 

No,  I know how envious he is of me,  and thank Jesus that he has not given my spirit back to Satan,  and that I still want to be Jesus's  and am still up for trying to fight this spiritual battle

 

 

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It is just sad,  I wish that Satan was not so possessive and jealous over me,  and could tolerate me wanting to be my husband's again better

 

 

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can't relate,  Satan can love whoever he wants  lol  he is a pedophile after all

 

I mean I would prefer and advise that no one would encourage Satan to "love" them,  but human beings have freewill

 

 

last edit on 12/20/2021 12:33:00 AM
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Satan's will is more like a spiritual corrosion, it wears down at the soul through worldly weight. 

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From what I gather, Satan is very beautiful, and insanely smart.

Like he's spectacular.

Sure he got drapesd by archangel Michael, but to say the least it took a most powerful angel to punk Satan.

From my perspective, he wouldn't envy your vanity, but there is something he does envy. 

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Satan's will is more like a spiritual corrosion, it wears down at the soul through worldly weight. 

 

with me though,  he truly did "love me" in his own way  I was his true love  he does "love" and have his favorite human beings though,  I am assuming although not entirely sure  (I do not have memories of back when I was in allegiance with him before this human incarnation lifetime)  that he is allowed to have spiritual s** with them too  those who give their lives and will over to him in exchange for worldly power and money and fame and fortune

 

It does happen,  and a lot more often than you think  many celebrities and influencers are secretly Luciferians,  as well as obviously the Illuminati and Satanic cults that are behind the scenes running the World  all extremely wealthy and powerful

 

 

last edit on 12/20/2021 12:44:27 AM
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From what I gather, Satan is very beautiful, and insanely smart.

Accounts make him seem like a shapeshifter too, he can even resemble those of the light and teaches such talents to those who flock to him. He is also compared to that of The Serpent, a Wisdom symbol in other passages. 

This is why the rhetoric must be tested more than just one's appearances, for appearance can be an illusion if not otherwise deceptive. I still found it neat that his symbols and associations became more worldly once he was cast down from his position in Heaven (through no fault of his own). 

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Satan's will is more like a spiritual corrosion, it wears down at the soul through worldly weight. 

with me though,  he truly did "love me" in his own way  I was his true love  he does "love" and have his favorite human beings though,  I am assuming although not entirely sure  (I do not have memories of back when I was in allegiance with him before this human incarnation lifetime) 

How can you be so sure of anything about The King of Lies? 

I'm sure many have felt loved by Satan, in spite of the author bias of The Bible's aim to be contrary over that. 

that he is allowed to have spiritual s** with them too  those who give their lives and will over to him in exchange for worldly power and money and fame and fortune

It does happen,  and a lot more often than you think  many celebrities and influencers are secretly Luciferians,  as well as obviously the Illuminati and Satanic cults that are behind the scenes running the World  all extremely wealthy and powerful

You aren't meaning the Illuminaughty Buttfucking Rituals that conspiracy types try to say about Hollywood types and the Music Industry, are you? 

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Satan's will is more like a spiritual corrosion, it wears down at the soul through worldly weight. 

with me though,  he truly did "love me" in his own way  I was his true love  he does "love" and have his favorite human beings though,  I am assuming although not entirely sure  (I do not have memories of back when I was in allegiance with him before this human incarnation lifetime) 

How can you be so sure of anything about The King of Lies? 

I'm sure many have felt loved by Satan, in spite of the author bias of The Bible's aim to be contrary over that. 

that he is allowed to have spiritual s** with them too  those who give their lives and will over to him in exchange for worldly power and money and fame and fortune

It does happen,  and a lot more often than you think  many celebrities and influencers are secretly Luciferians,  as well as obviously the Illuminati and Satanic cults that are behind the scenes running the World  all extremely wealthy and powerful

You aren't meaning the Illuminaughty Buttfucking Rituals that conspiracy types try to say about Hollywood types and the Music Industry, are you? 

I am,  and although I have not participated in any myself,  I do not see any reason why these claims are not most likely true

 

the occult is very secretive Turncoat,  and not everything Satanic is so out in the open and as obvious as you would think,  the occult is all about secretiveness and the unseen  the unnoticed by the general public

 

It might seem like a crazy conspiracy,  but those type of rituals probably very likely do happen  but some people might have intentionally fabricated stories to make the entire "conspiracy" seem crazy on purpose 

 

here are a couple good articles explaining what is going on in the World currently from a Christian perspective -

 

 

https://www.jesus-is-savior.com/Evils%20in%20Government/pawns_in_the_game.htm

https://www.jesusisprecious.org/nwo/luciferians.htm

 

 

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