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I feel like I am floating in Wonderland


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I do not 100 eprcent assuredly feel like I know who owns me,  Satan or Jesus

 

I also do not 100 percent assuredly know if I am loved and saved,  or if I am going to be cast away in the end,  even though I have asked Jesus for 100 percent assurance  I know that I am still unconfident since I basically re-divorced him  and then asked him to take me back again out of extreme fear and panic  lol

 

but I know that I am trying to ask for Jesus to lead me and guide me on how to do his will

 

 

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It is not even snowing here or even that cold where I live now on the east coast,  but here is a Christmas song anyway  lol  🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊✝️

 

 

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I do not 100 eprcent assuredly feel like I know who owns me,  Satan or Jesus

Perhaps you own yourself. 

I basically re-divorced him  and then asked him to take me back again out of extreme fear and panic  lol

How'd he handle the divorce? 

Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
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baa baa  it's so dark  lol

 

 

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I do not 100 eprcent assuredly feel like I know who owns me,  Satan or Jesus

Perhaps you own yourself. 

I basically re-divorced him  and then asked him to take me back again out of extreme fear and panic  lol

How'd he handle the divorce? 

Jesus is being very quiet  and it is freaking me out  but everyone is telling me that I am still saved and that sometimes God is quiet  and to just keeping seeking him and reading positive encouraging bible verses

 

 

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I do not 100 eprcent assuredly feel like I know who owns me,  Satan or Jesus

Perhaps you own yourself. 

I basically re-divorced him  and then asked him to take me back again out of extreme fear and panic  lol

How'd he handle the divorce? 

Jesus is being very quiet  and it is freaking me out  but everyone is telling me that I am still saved and that sometimes God is quiet  and to just keeping seeking him and reading positive encouraging bible verses

Has he been quiet like this before? 

Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
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lol

 

 

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0 votes RE: I feel like I am floating in Wonderland

I do not 100 eprcent assuredly feel like I know who owns me,  Satan or Jesus

Perhaps you own yourself. 

I basically re-divorced him  and then asked him to take me back again out of extreme fear and panic  lol

How'd he handle the divorce? 

Jesus is being very quiet  and it is freaking me out  but everyone is telling me that I am still saved and that sometimes God is quiet  and to just keeping seeking him and reading positive encouraging bible verses

Has he been quiet like this before? 

I feel like there were a lot more obvious signs that he was active in my life when I was first saved,  and then he seemed to grow farther and farther away  or at least less and less noticeably active 

 

I do not know if it is because I am still stuck in some sinful addictions,  or what is the exact cause  and I am trying to figure out what to do so that he is more noticeably active in my life again  because I miss the assurance and I miss him

 

I re-divorced him out of frustration and out of feeling like he wasn't making his will clear enough for me and was leaving me in too much confusion  but then I asked him to take me back because I don't mind being a Christian  I just wish that he would make his will for me more clear and understandable

 

like if he could actually talk to me with his voice that would be nice and appreciated too  especially since he hasn't even had s** with me yet  and husbands and wives are supposed to be able to frequently  so I am also p***** at him about this  because where does it say that a husband can reject his wife s**ually if she is being disrespectful  that isnt in the bible Jesus  and he knows it

 

 

last edit on 12/19/2021 12:23:17 AM
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I do not 100 eprcent assuredly feel like I know who owns me,  Satan or Jesus

Perhaps you own yourself. 

I basically re-divorced him  and then asked him to take me back again out of extreme fear and panic  lol

How'd he handle the divorce? 

Jesus is being very quiet  and it is freaking me out  but everyone is telling me that I am still saved and that sometimes God is quiet  and to just keeping seeking him and reading positive encouraging bible verses

Has he been quiet like this before? 

I feel like there were a lot more obvious signs that he was active in my life when I was first saved,  and then he seemed to grow farther and farther away  or at least less and less noticeably active 

Maybe he figures you don't need his help anymore, considering how Confessionals otherwise tend to do the trick. 

I do not know if it is because I am still stuck in some sinful addictions,  or what is the exact cause  and I am trying to figure out what to do so that he is more noticeably active in my life again  because I miss the assurance and I miss him

Perhaps this is a test? 

Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
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lol

Seriously digging how you keep posting a trans movie during Christian talks. 

Next thing we know you'll be posting clips from Wall-E. 

Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
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