I was going to be a playboy bunny pornstar
but then big Mean Jesus snatched it all away
You wouldn't have made the cut in the first place.
I never would have ever tried to, I never respected men enough to even have the slightest desire to be whatever they wanted
Actually, back in my 20s I did and I would have made the cut then, I actually did get myself to the point point being considered stunningly beautiful and gorgeous I had scarlet red almost maroon hair then, but I did it not out of wanting to please men, I did it to prove that I could be what they wanted, I just didn't want to be and shortly after I became everything that they would have wanted I ruined myself again to prove a point :p
Wasn't too long ago you did the cam girl thing.
I caught a glimpse of it myself but I never captured any of it or saved any of your nudes. You're more of a friend than a sex object to me.
thank you, I would appreciate being seen that way by all men these days and fortunately and probably partially due to gaining weight my desire has seemingly been becoming more and more true lol
although I am going to start on a diet of apples and soup, that is what I have been craving lately and both are decently low calorie I have not been a "soup person" for a long time but I have been craving soup for some reason
I think that once I am more holy spirit filled, even when I lose the weight that I gained hopefully men will continue to see me more as a friend and sometimes a mother figure than s**ual in nature