I already know that I am saved, f*** off and keep your delusions to yourself
I know because I asked Jesus soon after I was saved that I was willing to give up anything to be saved from being to condemned to eternal hell, and to please not let me be condemned or cast away, and I trust him to honor that since he does not want any of us to not be saved, and also it is 100% his responsibility to save us and teach us and not our own, he just disciplines us so that we learn to stop sinning because it is bad for us and separates us from him more and takes away more of our blessings and hurts him
I put the responsibility for my salvation in JESUS'S HANDS and not my own, because he wants me to be dependent on him like that and he knows that on my own I would never figure out how to be saved
this is not laziness, this is called trust and faith and dependence on Jesus which he requires, and why he refers to those who are saved as sheep instead of goats, because sheep allow themselves to trust the Shepherd to take care of them like little children even onto their own potential slaughters