Turncoat, should I completely ignore him? I have been questioning this but I am not sure based on the new testament scriptures if I should or not
I'd say as a matter of personal mental health that you're better off without focusing on the guy.
More so than who he is as a person, what he represents in your mind is the real issue. You've attempted to redefine your sense of lust so as to not fall prey to it, but then you still end up falling right back towards the source of it anyway while armed with new reasoning to continue stalking the dude and sending him texts he won't respond to.
In general you are prone to idol worship, it's been a series of them across your career here, and I can't help but feel that you have feelings towards Logan from him feeling more tangible and human that Jesus does to you right now. You've also commented on how Jesus is making you suffer, so this may be your way of trying to get away from that by reaching out towards another in the hopes that he'll see things your way.
like it is obvious that Satan intended it for evil (Logan thinks that somehow he is going to capture me still looooooooooool 🤣, I think that Michael just keeps leading him on and on about this ), but I was trying to use it for good to lead Logan to Jesus
Logan and Michael are totems for you more so than people, and what they represent pushes you into bad places.
I agree, and it is because I am being stubborn and resistant to change and in believing all of the beautiful things that Jesus says about me because I am in him, and it is keeping me stuck in low self-esteem
so this is a pride and stubbornness issue on my part
I will note that they and Satan communicate me through art and subliminal messaging and what they write on Twitter and Instagram, unlike Sam Hyde who is also a pawn of Satan, these two are much more into Satanism than Sam is and more active than Sam was in keeping my interest, even though not directly messaging me (I think this is in part insecurity on their end, and wanting to appear to me as big and deserving of the worship or even just interest of the goddess) but Logan has my number and I told him that I would threeway call a Pastor with him if he ever wanted me to soooooooooooo............
you are probably right and I have probably done all that I should do while still remaining doing Jesus's Will at this point