I admit I am pulled towards the insane and edgy. I admit that I find them cool and sometimes I want to fit in, even if that embarrasses me now. There is some sort of fascination. Maybe it IS narcissism. People here are certainly special in some way. Maybe if I am accepted here it makes me special in some way. I am open with you now. I do not know why I am here. Like I know as much as I told you, but there is more to it than what I know for certain right now. However, what I do know is that every time i meet someone from the internet I am much better than them. No matter how much clout or rep they do have online. I look better. I have more going on. I am more functional. I have better relationships. And so on and so on. I would like to see how long we'd have to chat over coffee until it gets awkward for you.
You certainly don't have more going on than I do.
It sounds so incredible to you that I'm highly successful and wealthy that you simply can't believe it. That's what convinces me you don't have more going on for you.... I find most of your people's claims dull and pointless, as though you people are competing in the retard olympiads. I have competed at the world level.. in non-retard category. You... not so much. That you find people here special... laughable. Nobody here is special. They're automatons. The reason they appear special to you is because you have not seen the world like I have.
You do.... have that something. It's that subtle humility which accompanies your posts. You also had a strong sense of self and value... until you arbitrarily attacked Feathers. I found that... disappointing. Since then... you've started to care a little too much about what people here think about you. I expected you to be.. a little like me in that you believe you're the messiah with your own rules, not bound by the opinions of the sheep that surround you. But you're not. You're... half-sheep?
You may have better relationships than I do..... that is for sure. I don't have relationships. But if you're into popularity.... I'm more popular. Those around me adore me. But it's all one-sided... they love me for being smart and competent. I'd say your relationships likely have more depth than mine do. My relationships with people are similar to the relationship I had with my late dog.... There's affection, but little to no connection.
I'm just speaking factually, by the way. I couldn't care less about getting the better of you or anything like that... this seems to be the underlying assumption hidden in your posts whenever you talk to me. There's no need to... think badly of me.
you are such a fucking bot
