Because my husband is so pathetic, that I want him to know that his useless disgusted me so much, and I had an option to either be alone with no family and be dead, or be with him, and he's o useless that I chose death. I hope he knows this. Suicide by spite? Yes. Is this is fault? Despite what cute shit people will say yes, I will be his fault. Would he have been able to prevent it? Yes.
And so, when you all realize that I am dead, please know that it is because my husband is a rapist, a thief, an abuser, a vandal, a coward, selfish, and a liar, who I also terrible at sex, and even worse for conversation.
Why did I put this here? He cares so much about him image that it is the only way to make him give a shit about anything I say.