I am not making this up, Satan really was spiritually raping me the past few months and putting fantasies in my head about Michael and Logan to make me orgasm............
What was it about them that got you off?
mostly I just do not feel the desire to fantasize about Michael or Logan because I am not sexually attracted to them or any men anymore, and I am not sexually addicted enough to fantasize about Satan while Satan is raping me, so the spiritual raping has stopped recently
So these guys aren't on your radar now?
lol no, they aren't. they were but I am pretty disinterested currently and I do not see a reason to ever become interested again
their sinful lifestyles are becoming more and more repulsive to me, because neither of them are that physically attractive anyway but at least Logan has a decent upper body lol
What was it about them that got to you in the first place? I don't see the appeal.
they have Satanic power, and I was attracted to that before Jesus saved me. they have the most Satanic power of all human men currently, and as Satan's previous wife / slut, I was attracted to his chosen special masculines
but see that wasn't until I decided that even if Jesus was real I would probably be condemned to eternal hell, it was after that belief came into my thoughts that I regressed back to my Satanic ways, until then I was still curious about different religions and just a very lost amnesiac goddess who was searching everywhere for her true identity and the meaning of life and why everything in human existence and on the planet is the way it is