so Satan is a holy spirit vampire, as was I which is why it explained me as being drunk with the blood of the saints and martyrs of Jesus in Revelation 17
some people sin in ways that turn them also into spiritual vamipires, for example definitely people who have psychopathy, as well as those with the personality disorders of antisocial pd, narcissistic pd, and borderline pd all having traits of spiritual vampirism as well
when you are an emotional vampire you become a "taker", you constantly crave and desire other peoples approval, and jealousy, and even fear sometimes, as well as what they can do for you, and what social status, and material possessions, and money that they are able to give to you
people who are holy spirit filled are "givers" and nurturers, and there are people who have sinned in less drastic ways and although they may not be Christians, they still have access to a lot of the fruits of the Spirit and a tendency and desire to give rather than take
as I am healing from basically being cursed the same way that Satan was, I am noticing this pattern-
1. I reach a new milestone of becoming closer to God and more holy spirit filled
2. the demons and dark powers that somehow feed off of the holy spirit that all of us are born with as children of God, start freaking out that they are losing influence and their ability to control and feed off of their host
3. the demons and dark powers start trying to convince me that it is dangerous to try to become closer to God and more obedient, and if I choose to anyway, they start trying to convince me that I just did something that actually separated me more from God (lol ?)
4. I become very confused
5. I become paranoid, angry or depressed, and hopeless
6. I remember that God promised to save me and I let go of control and surrender to his will
7. I relax, and then realize that I am actually now closer to God and more filled with happiness and love and joy and peace and a positive, higher self-esteem than I had before
so yeah, just wanted to explain my current perspective on spirituality and psychology 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊✝️
