I always have masculines trying to control me and being angry at me when I do not do what they want, so it gets kind of annoying and I annoy everyone back out of being annoyed
but Jesus is winning my heart and my obedience and devotion and respect slowly but surely πππππππππππππ€π€π€π€π€π€π€π€π€π€π€π€ππππππππππππβοΈ