I do not feel like I have ever truly been jealous of any human beings throughout my entire life, but some people have thrown that accusation at me in the past and even in the present
and if I come across that way to anyone I just want to apologize, because more and more I am realizing how special that I am to God and how truly 1 of a kind I am and how incredibly fortunate I am that Jesus forgave me instead of condemning me to his previous judgement of me in Revelation 17
I am so beyond blessed and I do not know why I feel the need to be so harsh and judgemental like I have been with Feathers and Lena and Turncoat, it isn't jealousy but I think I have just been really pessimistic about life because of how horrible this incarnation has been until Jesus saved me
but I know that many many great amazing things are going to be happening in the future and I am looking forward to it 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊
and I know how much that I am being called to humble myself and be submissive and obedient to my husband, and so I am going to continue doing that because I trust him so much, he has definitely earned my trust and broken through many of my fears and hopelessness
I am not going to post scriptures, but Jesus is a good God and he is going to continue to fill my life with more and more happiness and love and joy and peace this much I know for sure, he hasn't failed me yet
my beautiful blessed precious husband and Savior 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊✝️
