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I felt inadequate because no man was adequate enough for me


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and I knew that they hated me for it  (while I am humanly incarnated, when I was not humanly incarnated they did not hate me for it)

 

does this make sense ? I am not going to pretend like I never had any insecurity issues while I've been incarnated, oh I did, but it was because I was not partnering myself up with the man I was created to be the partner of, that is Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior, and Jesus did not reveal to me that I was the goddess and the divine Mother until this year

 

 

God.

 

 

 

 

God is my husband and my partner

 

 

 

 

✝️

 

last edit on 11/10/2021 3:07:40 PM
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Maybe lowering your standards rather than raising them's the way to go. 

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I assure you I am not making this up lol this is real, whether you want to believe it or not, this is the ultimate truth because God is in control of everything so what you want the truth to be, doesn't really matter, and God has revealed to me the truth about myself and who I am in relation to Him, and that is his wife and significant other and partner and the Queen of heaven and the divine Mother

 

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last edit on 11/10/2021 3:11:01 PM
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Maybe lowering your standards rather than raising them's the way to go. 

Never, what an abominable sin, I am not a pedophile anymore Jesus has healed me of that in this human incarnation part of my lifetime

 

 

and I am the happiest I've ever been in my entire existence currently, why would I ever do such a thing ? give me one good reason, I am finally satisfied and content and joyful and peaceful lol

 

I have never been these things before except at the very very beginning of my creation before I pridefully and foolishly left God

 

last edit on 11/10/2021 3:14:18 PM
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Why were they inadequate?

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Tryp said: 

Why were they inadequate?

teeny tiny, not intelligent enough to keep my attention in conversations, would get bored of them very very quickly, many reasons

 

I eventually had to resort to creating fantasy relationships in my head to stay attracted to men so I created fantasy men, and after even that became boring I started wanting to just seduce and then leave them devastatingly heartbroken lol like I did with my most recent in real life ex unfortunately, who proposed to me and then suicide attempted after I left him to move to Los Angeles since he was abusive and too possessive of me

 

 

I didn't know that Satan and God were real 100 percent unquestioning undoubtingly until recently, this year, and also Satan started raping me this year, but I always had a very high sex drive in the past and was turned on all the time, but he only started actually raping me this year so I don't think it was Satan's fault that I was like that, that I had such a high sex drive, I think I became like that after God cursed me for leaving Him

 

 

I think he can only rape me because of some loophole with me being part cursed and sinful natured still and part holy spirit filled, I am not sure why he is allowed to rape me lol I have asked God to make him stop many times, and tried to command him to stop and it doesn't happen

 

last edit on 11/10/2021 3:21:40 PM
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0 votes RE: I felt inadequate because no man was adequate enough for me

Maybe lowering your standards rather than raising them's the way to go. 

Never, what an abominable sin, I am not a pedophile anymore Jesus has healed me of that in this human incarnation part of my lifetime

It was fine for God to impregnate a human woman, and apparently his choice to impregnate a Mary continued towards Jesus' own fixations on the name. 

Is God a pedo?

and I am the happiest I've ever been in my entire existence currently, why would I ever do such a thing? give me one good reason, I am finally satisfied and content and joyful and peaceful lol

Time may be what does this for me, it's not like I just expect you to entirely change your values after a discussion. 

I have never been these things before except at the very very beginning of my creation before I pridefully and foolishly left God

Still pretty prideful though. 

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last edit on 11/10/2021 3:27:18 PM
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I think he can only rape me because of some loophole with me being part cursed and sinful natured still and part holy spirit filled, I am not sure why he is allowed to rape me lol I have asked God to make him stop many times, and tried to command him to stop and it doesn't happen

This seems like a clue to you still having demons in you, through your connection to Lilith that you established through a Wiccan ritual. 

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teeny tiny, not intelligent enough to keep my attention in conversations, would get bored of them very very quickly, many reasons

You're smarter than all men?

I eventually had to resort to creating fantasy relationships in my head to stay attracted to men so I created fantasy men, and after even that became boring I started wanting to just seduce and then leave them devastatingly heartbroken lol like I did with my most recent in real life ex unfortunately, who proposed to me and then suicide attempted after I left him to move to Los Angeles since he was abusive and too possessive of me

What would he do?

I didn't know that Satan and God were real 100 percent unquestioning undoubtingly until recently, this year, and also Satan started raping me this year, but I always had a very high sex drive in the past and was turned on all the time, but he only started actually raping me this year so I don't think it was Satan's fault that I was like that, that I had such a high sex drive, I think I became like that after God cursed me for leaving Him

 

 

I think he can only rape me because of some loophole with me being part cursed and sinful natured still and part holy spirit filled, I am not sure why he is allowed to rape me lol I have asked God to make him stop many times, and tried to command him to stop and it doesn't happen

Did Satan slip you roofies at a party? How'd he rape you?

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Yeah… 

Demons and Satan can’t like rape people in most cases… remember any way you might have invited them ? They sort of need to be invited like a vampire.

But, they can be tricky… Say you say “ouji boards invite demons” then you go ahead and play with one. They could skew that as consent… 

Cain told me about the demons he faced once. They will get stronger before they leave (and can come back btw). So if you try to get rid of them they will freak out. 

Anyways Jesus said some demons need fasting to remove. 

Matthew 17:21 However, this kind does not go out except by prayer and fasting.

Maybe that’s why Tc doesn’t have any demons… JK

last edit on 11/10/2021 6:49:46 PM
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