Regardless of if he's married, it sounds more like your idea of him for the time being is entirely contingent on if she is or isn't real.
Nothing wrong with that.
Bitch ? Jim is a scammer. He tells lies. There's no reason to believe she's real. It's crystal clear and evident. If any of this bugs you then don't blame me.
More importantly, he does so and it's left enough of an impression on you to inspire this sort of response to it.
Relatively speaking, if the guy's married, that's something he's done that you've been unable to accomplish, so of course you can't accept that it happened for him regardless of which answer is true for you'd then have to admit that Jim bested you in some way.
-_- Dude I genuinely do not believe in marriage nor do put any merit in getting married.
Well yeah, you've flooded yourself with near-Incel rhetoric about 'what women are' in order to demotivate yourself, likely to avoid the sting of further failure.
He meanwhile is a despicable criminal and yet he succeeds in getting what you can't. It demonstrates to you like much else you've been seeing lately that this is an unfair and unjust world when 'mean' people can succeed while you're stuck where you are.
Do you figure Jim's ever been given flowers?
For argument sake you'll say I feel a way about Jim's marriage ( which is bullshit sorry to say ) Or that I'm jealous.
People up to this day think I was jealous of CS and Jim. I don't know why.
You tried to be her mentor and she spat in your face, then ran to Jim the ultimate crime. You then acted emotionally for a while until you were able to truly write her off as foolish enough to drop investment over.
You had quite a few rambles in the public chat over it back when the wounds were still fresh.
You might have noticed I don't operate the same as you. It takes a lot to make me jealous and when I do feel that way I accept it and I'm chill about it.
You don't make a rival figure out of every person you come across, just likely despicable people who share a talent you possess from it forcing the comparison harder on you than otherwise.
With how much of a rivalry you see between you two (that he doesn't see nearly as much) based over similar interests, I'm not surprised that you cannot stand for someone who is doing it better than you are with a flair of debauchery.
Such nonsense.
What are these "similar interests" Tc ? Are you calling me a pedophile ?
Do I steal money ?
Of course you'd just list the deviancy as if that's all there was to him.
No, you both have a similar interest in e-coins, programming, computer hardware, social engineering, the denizens of this forum and their drama, surprisingly similar views on women, you two actually end up on the same page surprisingly often without directly crossing paths.
You two have juuuust enough in common that it grinds your gears to see his behaviors outside of it, similar to Turquie's problem with Faethers.
Just because you find this sentiment shameful doesn't make it any less true.
I see Jim licking street tits in a hotel, you don't. I'm not the only one.
No it's not out of any resentment nor is it a wild guess.
It's the subtext, the tone you throw at the shade you cast over him, the insistence that people who don't know about him get a whole spiel from you.
There aren't many I'd argue who are more in your head here than he is, you can't even help but allude to him whenever we begin talking about forum history as if he was some center of darkness.
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