sex symbol of all time, and I feel like the wisest thing I should do about this is confess it
God himself made himself humble and ugly in appearance in His physical human body as Jesus, and He made me this way as well, and even the antichrist who I am completely convinced is Mike Majlak is also very ugly in appearance, and I am not really sure why He makes the most powerful of his human creations to be humble and ugly in appearance lol, even the antichrist who is only sexually attractive because of the satanic power he has, but if you stripped him of that I mean just look at him 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 looooooooooool
and for me personally in this lifetime, being halfway in between holy spirit filled and halfway satanic and prideful and cursed leftover from from last lifetime still, unlike Jesus I had in the past even in this lifetime, and still am struggling with a little bit the desire to be worshipped as a sex symbol and to have sexual and even romantic partnership relationships (romantic partnership relationships during the time that I did not remember that I was the goddess, remember is not the right word as much as Jesus revealed and pointed out to me all of the evidence of this in my actions and thoughts and behaviors, and through visions and the scriptures and other ways too) with the children
soooooooooooo yeah, this is me coming out and confessing that I am struggling with this sinful desire and anger about not getting to have it currently
I know it is sinful and wrong and I don't want to feel this way, and am praying that I stop feeling this way completely soon, there has been some remission but some still lingers in me and I long for the complete absence of it so that I can feel more right and at peace with and close to my husband
