It creaks down the hall, clawing at the walls of the corador with gal, it's ferocious might, it rules the night.
A ghostly howl from blurry pasts, the sanity it seldom lasts, before I'm lost, I start to shriek, my palms are sweaty, my knees are weak.
A piercing to the heart, how long does the pain last? I try to pry apart my current feelings from the past, but the past will still catch up with me, I try to flee so fast, I can hardly breath and then I realize I'm trapped.
What is a healthy relationship? Something I've never had, something I've never felt that from my mother or even my dad, all I've known is suffering and being tossed around, I'm spiraling out of control, and my weak heart is hellbound.
Free me from these burning chains and bide the tide that screams my name, the entropy enraptures me, a melody that captures me, lulling me into a trance, forcing my body to dance, and slowly driving me insane, the truth is far into distance, the memories of screams, it muffle all of my resistance, the house she falls from shattered beams
I'm forced to relive my past in nightmares somewhere in my dreams, when am I free at last? I ask, but I am I am ripping at the seams. A puppet forced to dance, an ever replaying scene. I dance to wipe my mind, and to start a new clean slate, but the dancing's my entrapment and there's an encore for the play. The show is never ending, and I am the star, the fool, who always is pretending, that I'm fine but I'm a tool.
I am the regret of many, and those many chase me. But it was them who stole my mind, threw me away to waste me. If I embody the regret of my past enemies, then they would reconcile themselves if they would set me free. For the real reason that I am the one they choose to chase, is because it's me inside their conscience they long to erase. It's my love they want but love was something that they never taught me, and because I couldn't give them that they moved on and forgot me.
