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depression is getting a little better


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I think it is mostly coming from having to face how inadequate I am of a wife currently, it is really hard when your husband is "Mr. Perfect" and He points out how much you betrayed him, and that you're a whore, and that you do and did all of this bad stuff and you can't stop on your own, and only He can heal you and give you the power to stop, and it is on His timing and in His way and how He says is best, and you don't really get to have a say in it much or be in control of anything much

 

it's really frustrating, but also He reminds me that life without Him instructing me and leading me would literally be eternal hell, soooooooooooo............

 

sighh

 

last edit on 11/1/2021 10:18:23 PM
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being a Christian is hard, like an actual true Christian, you have to give up what are the easy go-tos to make you feel better like drugs and sexual intercourse with people and / or incubus who make you feel "special" (SATAN in my case 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡) and indulgent food, the sinful lifestyle coping mechanisms to deal with shame and guilt and help keep you in denial of how horrible and disgusting if a person you are

 

because we all are horrible and disgusting, without Jesus

 

last edit on 11/1/2021 10:23:39 PM
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This sounds like a very abusive marriage. : P

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Welcome back!

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for people who think that the Christian lifestyle is easy you are dead wrong, it is easier probably once you are used to it for a while but in the beginning it us the hardest thing probably any human being could do

 

you have to give up everything you used to love and exchange it for God and eternal life and it sounds simple, but it's actually a massive struggle and that's why it is referred to as a "spiritual battle"

 

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behavioral battle.

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Logan showed up at Emily's door, standing tall in an erect posture, soaking wet from the rain, water droplets fell from his curley golden hair while the look of concern filled his icy blue eyes.

Then he spoke: "Emily I.... can I come in ? Please ? Emily ?"

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Logan showed up at Emily's door, standing tall in an erect posture, soaking wet from the rain, water droplets fell from his curley golden hair while the look of concern filled his icy blue eyes.

Then he spoke: "Emily I.... can I come in ? Please ? Emily ?"

Which one of us is mocking disordered people again? 

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Logan showed up at Emily's door, standing tall in an erect posture, soaking wet from the rain, water droplets fell from his curley golden hair while the look of concern filled his icy blue eyes.

Then he spoke: "Emily I.... can I come in ? Please ? Emily ?"

Which one of us is mocking disordered people again? 

 Well she's depressed so I figure I'd make her laugh.

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Logan showed up at Emily's door, standing tall in an erect posture, soaking wet from the rain, water droplets fell from his curley golden hair while the look of concern filled his icy blue eyes.

Then he spoke: "Emily I.... can I come in ? Please ? Emily ?"

Which one of us is mocking disordered people again? 

 Well she's depressed so I figure I'd make her laugh.

By making fun of her? 

At least playing along is attempting to assume her perspective. 

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