this got dark fast
might as well because I feel so much crushing emotional pain that it feels like I'm dying
How much of it do you figure's you coming off the meds?
well I went back on them because I noticed the depression coming on again
Well yeah, you tried to quit an upper.
If it's proving difficult for you I'd reccomend weening off of it rather than cold turkey. Lowering your intake gradually is how to get it out of your life, while dropping it all at once is fucking terrible pain.
, also to help with the weight gain, but I have a psych appointment on tues and I'm going to ask to go on an antidepressant called latuda that I've tried before that has a side effect of decreased appetite
might help especially if I stay on it for more than a few days, instead of just that long like last time lol
If you're taking antidepressants to lose weight then you're already on the wrong track.
Not eating basically destroys your metabolism.
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I don't know why everything hurts so much like I'm in so much emotional pain that it hurts physically and I don't know why
I'd recommend something like detox if you could afford it, quitting drugs is hard over how it fucks with perceptions and desires.
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