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yeah I was faking being happy sociopathcommunity


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I don't care anymore crucify me lol

 

Jesus is still going to heal me but not if I keep pretending that I'm okay and that I don't have severe depression from trauma especially childhood trauma and likely a lot of sexual abuse due to all of the memory loss from childhood into the end of middle school I really don't remember almost anything except a few specific memories

 

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I don't want any of your advice sociopathcommunity I only want Jesus and to follow what He says to do in the scriptures which is to confess just letting you know in advance

 

last edit on 10/29/2021 5:57:09 PM
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I'm a fake, I was faking being happy

 

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kind of, well mostly my depression came back when I realized that I'm still incapable of working

 

last edit on 10/29/2021 6:04:42 PM
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but the depression was still there underlying everything I just couldn't ignore it anymore once I realized it

 

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Well, now that you realize it, I hope you make sure to find the right help you need.  (While I'm sure you'll say "Jesus", He also made other humans with professional experience that can help.)

Thrall to the Wire of Self-Excited Circuit.
last edit on 10/29/2021 6:35:57 PM
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I see this admission as one of your healthier steps forward, but what's to stop you from going back onto the meds a third time? 

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