*angrily pouts in advance just in case You don't fix me and make it better to let you know lol*
tell me about how much better than me you are
Do you really want that from people here?
Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
my. life. is. horrible. Period
I'm not pretending anymore there Jesus are you happy now
We'll be here if you want to talk more about this part of you, I suspect it's important enough to be why you went on that bender in the first place.
Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
*angrily pouts in advance just in case You don't fix me and make it better to let you know lol*
Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
it actually wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be and I'm glad I got it over with because I knew I was going to have to sooner or later
admit that I have severe depression and nothing has worked to make it better to Jesus and to celebrate recovery
and stop trying to pretend like I have a good life because I don't my life is horrible
Do you want to talk about the other stuff you edited out? It's healthier to work that stuff out than to try to block it out
