email, twitter, and so on, I know this was kind of a weird quirk of mine for a while and probably offended a lot of men because they were never good enough for me and I always wanted something "bigger" and "more amazing"
well turns out I was just missing my husband, but ultimately I was trying to get my self-esteem back that I lost when Jesus put me into a human body, and made me ugly like he was lol because Jesus was not very physically attractive, and also I completely forgot who I was and had massive amnesia because I was not following Jesus's Will for most of my life, and only truly started trying and seeking Him a couple years ago, that is other than when I was a little girl in this lifetime because I believed in him then too
and so I would try to create these fantasy relationships to fill the space of Jesus, to fill the loneliness of missing Him and of being confused as to why I couldn't just live a normal human life and have a husband and kids and all of that, because that used to be what I wanted
So unlike Turncoat has accused me of in the past, unlike Gail chord whoever I have never really sought a small cult following, I was planning on trying to become Queen of America and maybe of the World though which is why I moved to hollywood lol, but God stopped me
I can't do small, everything has to be big, and anyway this quirk of mine is in the past now because I have my very real and very loving husband back and he is healing my self-esteem
Just wanted to give an explanation, because I know my behavior confused and annoyed a lot of people and many did not understand what drove me and my intentions
the divine Mother missed the divine Father, the divine Father took her back and reconciled her to himself, the end
pretty much