I finally am healed enough that I've been able to detach from thinking about my experiences in hollywood, and Instagram messaging influencers for self-esteem that I didn't used to have (and kept going to the wrong sources to try to get it back because only Jesus can give me my self-esteem back, even though it is scary for me to trust Him because I'm not used to depending on him and trusting him)

 

next goals are to become genuinely loving and nurturing to everyone, not respecting of persons, as in not being abusive to people who annoy me

 

Lord willing lol  :p

 

goodbye for now