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and assuming that I am unforgivable for being Satan's wife / independent from my husband for most of my existence is wrong, because God probably cursed me the second that I left Him, and that curse never gave me a chance at redemption like all of His human children were given

which would not be FAIR, would it, because I am also made in the image of God, and not an angel like Satan

so He put me in a human body, against my will probably lol this lifetime has freaking sucked for me you have no idea, so that I would have a fair chance at forgiveness and redemption just like the rest of His human children are given

Isaiah 55:8-9

8 For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord.

9 For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.

JesusistheKing said: 

I'm not scared of you little children lol,

You sound afraid, afraid enough that you've almost fled here multiple times for being 'too dark'. 

I know I'm more intelligent and powerful than you all

You do not understand how much greater in intelligence and power we are than you

You have a really bad Pride problem. 

so I'm not scared of being killed or trapped by any of you, BECAUSE I AM MORE INTELLIGENT AND POWERFUL THAN YOU ALL LOL AND JESUS GIVES ME HIS WISDOM IN ADDITION TO THE INTELLIGENCE AND POWER THAT I ALREADY HAVE

And look, Wrath's come to the party too. 

Who's next, Lust? 

JesusistheKing said: 

and assuming that I am unforgivable for being Satan's wife / independent from my husband for most of my existence is wrong, because God probably cursed me the second that I left Him, and that curse never gave me a chance at redemption like all of His human children were given

which would not be FAIR, would it, because I am also made in the image of God, and not an angel like Satan

It's about as fair as everyone else who died before Jesus did, maybe a bit less fair over the killing 100 children per day thing. 

so He put me in a human body, against my will probably lol this lifetime has freaking sucked for me you have no idea, so that I would have a fair chance at forgiveness and redemption just like the rest of His human children are given

I thought you specifically summoned her will into you through a ritual, unless you're meaning Emily lore from your Wiccan days. 

I just want aubri back

Lenalee said: 

I just want aubri back

Did you not talk to her during her Wiccan phase, or her Sam Hyde fixation? 

This is Aubri. 

Turncoat said: 

Lenalee said: 

I just want aubri back

Did you not talk to her during her Wiccan phase, or her Sam Hyde fixation? 

This is Aubri. 

 I ignored the Sam Hyde bit because celeb crush understandable, I'm not heavy into religion and I'm not trying to sway her away from god but i don't encourage this delusion on being the divine mother 

I want *my* aubri back

Lenalee said: 

Turncoat said: 

Lenalee said: 

I just want aubri back

Did you not talk to her during her Wiccan phase, or her Sam Hyde fixation? 

This is Aubri. 

 I ignored the Sam Hyde bit because celeb crush understandable,

Not if you were talking to her about it at the time... 

This is why it pays to ask questions, a lot of things can look surprisingly reasonable on the surface otherwise, hiding in plain sight from a lifetime of following social cues similar to Spatial's responses to this forum lately. 

I'm not heavy into religion and I'm not trying to sway her away from god but i don't encourage this delusion on being the divine mother 

Prior to her picking Christianity back up again she already had some of these themes: The idea that she is superior to all humans is a common fallback for her that has guided her hand repeatedly. She manifested this idea of having been the Goddess Emily while still venturing more imaginative themes, and that her life only sucks as her mortal form as an intended choice, first from herself and now from God. 

She will encourage delusion in order to stick to those aims, falling into textbook God Complex problems. She's even taken up the idea of 'manifesting', having psychic sex with other people and at one point she straight up questioned me as to why I don't remember her raping me or the other men of SC. 

Considering that denying her 'delusions' will just have her think people are willfully lying at her to deceive her, some level of going along with it's necessary. At least this time she's trying to conform to a rulebook, New Age themes let her claim pretty much anything. 

I want *my* aubri back

No, you want an Aubri that you don't feel pity for. If you really want her than you'd be fine with her, warts and all, considering how this has been her for years, even on other forums outside of here. 

Turncoat said: 

Lenalee said: 

Turncoat said: 

Lenalee said: 

I just want aubri back

Did you not talk to her during her Wiccan phase, or her Sam Hyde fixation? 

This is Aubri. 

 I ignored the Sam Hyde bit because celeb crush understandable,

Not if you were talking to her about it at the time... 

This is why it pays to ask questions, a lot of things can look surprisingly reasonable on the surface otherwise, hiding in plain sight from a lifetime of following social cues similar to Spatial's responses to this forum lately. 

I mean i was, this is essentially sorta the same because it's the same pattern

I'm not heavy into religion and I'm not trying to sway her away from god but i don't encourage this delusion on being the divine mother 

Prior to her picking Christianity back up again she already had some of these themes: The idea that she is superior to all humans is a common fallback for her that has guided her hand repeatedly. She manifested this idea of having been the Goddess Emily while still venturing more imaginative themes, and that her life only sucks as her mortal form as an intended choice, first from herself and now from God. 

She will encourage delusion in order to stick to those aims, falling into textbook God Complex problems. She's even taken up the idea of 'manifesting', having psychic sex with other people and at one point she straight up questioned me as to why I don't remember her raping me or the other men of SC. 

I kinda understood what she meant by psychic rape, and manifestation of it and it's really just obsessive thoughts about others and with so much conflict here it's kinda understandable that she would wind down into thoughts that she may not have liked and framed them as rape

Gosh i thought Goddess Emily was new age affirmation stuff which is great for some people and a path of delusion for others, i definitely did not see it now until you've pointed it out...oh ..

I want *my* aubri back

No, you want an Aubri that you don't feel pity for. If you really want her than you'd be fine with her, warts and all, considering how this has been her for years, even on other forums outside of here. 

 I've never really been fine with delusions don't encourage delusional thinking and having had an alcoholic mother with bouts of delusional thinking it's more exasperating and triggering me to be mean. 

Lenalee said: 

Turncoat said: 

Lenalee said: 

Turncoat said: 

Lenalee said: 

I just want aubri back

Did you not talk to her during her Wiccan phase, or her Sam Hyde fixation? 

This is Aubri. 

 I ignored the Sam Hyde bit because celeb crush understandable,

Not if you were talking to her about it at the time... 

This is why it pays to ask questions, a lot of things can look surprisingly reasonable on the surface otherwise, hiding in plain sight from a lifetime of following social cues similar to Spatial's responses to this forum lately. 

I mean i was, this is essentially sorta the same because it's the same pattern

She and I discussed the Sam Hyde situation at length, and you can see it getting worse with her texting since. She was showing her tendency to send texts and strange photos to people she believed were responding to her purely from within the construct of her mind, but whereas before she'd justify any response to what she sent as confirmation of elaborate inner narratives... she doesn't need them to respond to her now. 

She's been screencaping texting walls she's sent with no one responding to her, instead having visions from Satan (and now God/Jesus) confirm the narrative for her. 

I'm not heavy into religion and I'm not trying to sway her away from god but i don't encourage this delusion on being the divine mother 

Prior to her picking Christianity back up again she already had some of these themes: The idea that she is superior to all humans is a common fallback for her that has guided her hand repeatedly. She manifested this idea of having been the Goddess Emily while still venturing more imaginative themes, and that her life only sucks as her mortal form as an intended choice, first from herself and now from God. 

She will encourage delusion in order to stick to those aims, falling into textbook God Complex problems. She's even taken up the idea of 'manifesting', having psychic sex with other people and at one point she straight up questioned me as to why I don't remember her raping me or the other men of SC. 

I kinda understood what she meant by psychic rape, and manifestation of it and it's really just obsessive thoughts about others and with so much conflict here it's kinda understandable that she would wind down into thoughts that she may not have liked and framed them as rape

I still think there's some sort of seizure going on or something, she describes blurry out of body symptoms alongside painful clenching and waves of sexual ecstasy. The way she describes her effigy of the time always involves an underlying tone of Lust, but goes on at points as if thinking about them that way does more for her than anything physically. 

I want *my* aubri back

No, you want an Aubri that you don't feel pity for. If you really want her than you'd be fine with her, warts and all, considering how this has been her for years, even on other forums outside of here. 

 I've never really been fine with delusions don't encourage delusional thinking and having had an alcoholic mother with bouts of delusional thinking it's more exasperating and triggering me to be mean. 

I see some level of encouraging delusion to be required to talk with anyone, like learning their mind's language so that you can speak with it instead of them tuning it out or misunderstanding it. I've found keeping it to around the speculative range allows them to ask the questions they might not be asking themselves, but that in order to do so you need to know enough of the material to give them pause and try to reason through it. Building an environment of questioning typically inspires the gesture to continue, and questioning yourself is the path towards introspective lucidity.