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when I get too traumatized I become very childlike

on 10/19/2021
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for example Satan is attacking my self-esteem super hard right now and maybe it's an alter personality of my younger self, or I'm not really sure what psychologically happens, but I start to think and act like a little girl

 

regression or something ?

 

but Jesus encourages childlike faith so I don't see it as horribly sinful, I just am not sure if it is appropriate because I am 27, and it isn't just my faith that becomes childlike my entire personality does

 

last edit on 10/19/2021 10:53:49 PM
on 10/19/2021
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literally feels like I'm being torn into and my mind is being fractured and I'm dissociating

 

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forgive forgive forgive lol

 

I even forgive Satan and the fallen angels because I know they know that they're condemned with no hope, but I still want Jesus to cast them out of my life permanently forever

 

on 10/19/2021
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oh my gosh it's so much emotional and psychological pain

 

on 10/19/2021
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thats hot, one time when I was raping a girl she turned very childlike and scared speaking in a squeaky loli voice and that made me go even harder, i felt like i owned her

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AlmightyJim said: 

thats hot, one time when I was raping a girl she turned very childlike and scared speaking in a squeaky loli voice and that made me go even harder, i felt like i owned her

 sighh

 

on 10/19/2021
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Satan leave me alone I don't want your beasty son and I never will go away

 

(I'm not talking about you Jim I'm talking about Michael)

 

last edit on 10/19/2021 11:27:54 PM
on 10/20/2021
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I think it is safe to assume I was raped a lot when I was younger, probably due to lack of protection from the holy spirit even though I believed in Jesus, because of being so filled with darkness from my previous lifetime, which would explain all of the memory issues and amnesia I have especially most of my childhood - middle school years are missing with only a few scattered memories, and this what I mentioned in this thread in the first post

 

disobeying God, not even once, being prideful, not even once

 

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊✝️

 

on 10/20/2021
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like I've said in other threads, being cleansed from all unrighteousness and purified and sanctified and coming to a clear and truth-filled understanding of the scriptures is a process, for me it is an especially long process it seems, probably because of my previous lifetime, and this actually makes perfect sense to me as to my previous lifetime being the reason why

 

last edit on 10/20/2021 12:22:27 AM
on 10/20/2021
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I can't even complain because of how extreme of a sin I committed against my husband

I f***** up so horribly I should have never left him

 

last edit on 10/20/2021 12:25:19 AM
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