I am becoming more and more submissive and passive and humble and selfless the more that Jesus is healing me from my sinful nature, now before Jesus started healing me YES I did desire praise and worship from his children WHICH WAS WRONG AND SINFUL, but I am no longer doing this because he has out my sinful nature into remission
I see your ego going into overdrive again personally, and your reports of Speed intake further my point. This shit isn't humble, passive, or submissive, but rather pushy, active, and insistent that it be heard.
You may not be doing the sins you were once doing, but you've found new ones you drape in the illusion of righteousness. Again though, I mostly see Pride and Wrath in your passages.I am not perfected in love or completely sinless yet, the cleansing and purification and sanctification process is exactly that, a process that does not happen immediately
You're claiming to be a lot of passive traits while displaying the opposite though. You can't say you're humble and shit as a form of bragging for example, it goes against the very message.
in comparison to how I used to behave, lol please don't even try to tell me there haven't been major shifts in my personality towards humbleness and displaying of the fruits of the Spirit
as they say in Celebrate Recovery, it is progress not perfection, as only Jesus Christ is perfect and can perfect us, and the cleansing from all unrighteousness and purification and sanctification process is a process
1 John 1:9
9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.