truthfully I need to focus and energy to start working (interview for laundry associate on Thursday yaaaaaaay !!!!!!!), and to start steadying the scriptures more thoroughly, I'm sure Jesus will eventually have my focus and energy healed, but it is just not there yet and I need the extra help of being on my medications for a little while
and truthfully, I have gained a lot of weight and want my ability to not binge eat junk food back
the closer and more obedient I am to Jesus, the less I will be doing this or any sinful behavior, but Jesus still has a lot of transforming and purifying and sanctifying work to do in me
What a drag it is getting old
"Kids are different today"
I hear ev'ry mother say
Mother needs something today to calm her down
And though she's not really ill
There's a little yellow pill
She goes running for the shelter of a mother's little helper
And it helps her on her way
Gets her through her busy day
"Things are different today"
I hear ev'ry mother say
Cooking fresh food for a husband's just a drag
So she buys an instant cake
And she burns a frozen steak
And goes running for the shelter of a mother's little helper
And two help her on her way
Get her through her busy day
Doctor please, some more of these
Outside the door, she took four more
What a drag it is getting old
"Men just aren't the same today"
I hear ev'ry mother say
They just don't appreciate that you get tired
They're so hard to satisfy
You could tranquilize your mind
So go running for the shelter of a mother's little helper
And four help you through the night
Help to minimize your plight
Doctor please, some more of these
Outside the door, she took four more
What a drag it is getting old
"Life's just much too hard today"
I hear ev'ry mother say
The pursuit of happiness just seems a bore
And if you take more of those
You will get an overdose
No more running for the shelter of a mother's little helper
They just helped you on your way
Through your busy dying day
Hey!
Uhhh this doesn't seem like a good idea, you just started putting your life back together and even have a new job and everything, the last thing you need is a drug that could push panic attacks and racing thoughts to the surface.
Did you just quit the drugs without telling your doctor, and now you're jumping back onto them on your own..? That too is very unhealthy, you're meant to adjust to a medication rather than just taking them whenever you'd want, and even quitting them's meant to be a stairstep rather than going cold turkey.
