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the divine Mother would be me, the one and only. Jesus's most special creation, even more special than Satan was. I am well aware I am the most beautiful creation God ever created, second to Jesus. Jesus is both created and the Creator, so it is complicated, but of course Jesus is the most beautiful no competition, I am second most beautiful if Jesus my husband is counted as a creation

Spatial, from what Jesus has revealed to me I've been alive since the beginning of the creation of humanity

I'm not making this up, Jesus revealed this to me

Spatial's going to be harder to convince on these matters than I am even, as you're blaspheming upon his material, upon something he holds onto as a very personal thing. 

Why not just return to Wicca or go to Paganism or something if you're going to continue to profess duotheistic values? 

JesusistheKing said: 

Spatial, from what Jesus has revealed to me I've been alive since the beginning of the creation of humanity

I'm not making this up, Jesus revealed this to me

You believed this before talking with Jesus though, he didn't really reveal it to you did he? 

That's not true TC. I find her condition very interesting and I'm open to the idea there could be a real struggle between good and evil going on with her. Turquie is a woman with a past filled with great wickedness, and to see her shaken like this isn't too boring. 

It's fine to bring humor to it. From what I've gathered Christ himself has a sense of humor. In person if you told him sorry, but you really like tits. He'd laugh. To him it's about what we really mean, and not so much our character. Anything less would come across as a charade, as it would be. His presence also demands respect, so whenever we say such things, an observer of the interaction would find it funny too.

If someone like Turquie is to walk the narrow path, then it's probably necessary for them to regurgitate all kinds of vulgarities along the way. All these things they did, and how it was funny, but then there's regret, and repentance, you gotta ask, what is this sudden will power and where is it really coming from ?

I'm not sure what she did with her life, if she really went to Hollywood, seen some dark shit, then some divine intervention peeled her eyes wide open, and maybe she avoided getting slaughtered. Maybe she rubbed the wrong penis the wrong way. 

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When I think about it. Lilith would most likely be the type to make attempts to make contact with public figures. She is after all the first of her kind, and watched as the world populated. It might be maddening to see her offspring spread out to a point where it's difficult to keep track of them, maybe with a sense of, ownership of everyone.

lol. If you ask me, there's a quite a bit of Lilith in many women these days. Jezebel isn't too different either. The son's of Adam will look after them, as not all of them will be wise at the same time so they'll get what they want for awhile, and later on so with they, they'll pull through. 

Spatial Mind said: 

That's not true TC. I find her condition very interesting and I'm open to the idea there could be a real struggle between good and evil going on with her. Turquie is a woman with a past filled with great wickedness, and to see her shaken like this isn't too boring. 

 

It's fine to bring humor to it. From what I've gathered Christ himself has a sense of humor. In person if you told him sorry, but you really like tits. He'd laugh. To him it's about what we really mean, and not so much our character. Anything less would come across as a charade, as it would be. His presence also demands respect, so whenever we say such things, an observer of the interaction would find it funny too.

If someone like Turquie is to walk the narrow path, then it's probably necessary for them to regurgitate all kinds of vulgarities along the way. All these things they did, and how it was funny, but then there's regret, and repentance, you gotta ask, what is this sudden will power and where is it really coming from ?

I'm not sure what she did with her life, if she really went to Hollywood, seen some dark shit, then some divine intervention peeled her eyes wide open, and maybe she avoided getting slaughtered. Maybe she rubbed the wrong penis the wrong way. 

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When I think about it. Lilith would most likely be the type to make attempts to make contact with public figures. She is after all the first of her kind, and watched as the world populated. It might be maddening to see her offspring spread out to a point where it's difficult to keep track of them, maybe with a sense of, ownership of everyone.

lol. If you ask me, there's a quite a bit of Lilith in many women these days. Jezebel isn't too different either. The son's of Adam will look after them, as not all of them will be wise at the same time so they'll get what they want for awhile, and later on so with they, they'll pull through. 

 THANK YOU Spatial, I am happy to not feel completely insane and that you can see why I am the way I am, sort of

Turncoat has a problem with Jesus, so I understand why he is blindly attacking so hard without giving any thought as to "what if she is who she is claiming to be ?"

but agaaaaaain who I am isn't important, I'm just trying to come to a satisfying point of calm that what Jesus revealed to me is true and I am getting feedback from sc rather than the church, because I do not want to offend anyone in the church especially since I am still pretty filthy with sin and not as cleansed as I'd like to be and have very recently rejoined the church, I do not want any sort of negative attention and it's likely I will never draw attention to what Jesus revealed to me to the church, because I consider it unimportant and anti-humility if I was to do so

Spatial Mind said: 

That's not true TC. I find her condition very interesting and I'm open to the idea there could be a real struggle between good and evil going on with her. Turquie is a woman with a past filled with great wickedness, and to see her shaken like this isn't too boring. 

So you believe Turquie is Lilith, or are you justifying laughing at her as if it were holy-wholesome? 

It's fine to bring humor to it. From what I've gathered Christ himself has a sense of humor.

What's your basis for that? 

I don't recall any texts that show him as a joking sort, but rather that of a tolerant detached type. I always imagined him being serious and maybe a little exhausted sounding when reading his responses to people from The Bible, as if he's like their babysitter or some shit as their shepherd. 

In person if you told him sorry, but you really like tits. He'd laugh. To him it's about what we really mean, and not so much our character.

That'd be a bit insulting imo, considering that's him effectively laughing at someone for drifting towards Satan from his lofty position as The Son of God. That's practically privilege giggling, which doesn't seem very Jesus-y when he's been written to be more like a Buddha figure. 

I guess when over 99% of people won't be going to Heaven it becomes easier to accept how many you meet will be burning in hellfire as a matter of acceptance. I guess you'd need a bit of a dark sense of humor when you see your fellow man as future pawns of Satan for The Rapture. 

Anything less would come across as a charade, as it would be. His presence also demands respect, so whenever we say such things, an observer of the interaction would find it funny too.

I don't think humor works like that? If anything humor is an easy gateway to Satan, like all forms of fun. For fucks sake for multiple generations of Christianity they didn't even allow dancing like something out of the movie Footloose over how it invited idolatry, lust and damnation. This isn't meant to be a fun-loving faith. 

...unless it's like your boss from work making a really shitty joke and, from his demand for respect, you laugh nervously to not be singled out. That's still not technically humor, but it's the closest to demanding a respectful laugh as a pecking order move. 

If someone like Turquie is to walk the narrow path, then it's probably necessary for them to regurgitate all kinds of vulgarities along the way. All these things they did, and how it was funny, but then there's regret, and repentance, you gotta ask, what is this sudden will power and where is it really coming from?

That God Complex of hers though continues to stand in the way. Rather than accept herself humbly as nobody she keeps insisting she must be the best woman. 

I'm not sure what she did with her life, if she really went to Hollywood, seen some dark shit, then some divine intervention peeled her eyes wide open, and maybe she avoided getting slaughtered. Maybe she rubbed the wrong penis the wrong way. 

She grew up Christian and has tried to escape it, and as such finds herself stuck within Christian themes for her analysis of life. Even when turning away from it she finds herself going towards what The Bible refers to as the enemy: Witchcraft, over it being mentioned in those texts in a way that doesn't have to fully deny their ingrained ideas of how this world operates she was raised to believe in during important formative years. 

She's basically a victim of hardened peer modeling from her family, fighting what I could only guess are mild seizures or something. If she'd been raised under a different faith we'd probably be seeing similar issues under different names and titles. 

When I think about it. Lilith would most likely be the type to make attempts to make contact with public figures. She is after all the first of her kind, and watched as the world populated. It might be maddening to see her offspring spread out to a point where it's difficult to keep track of them, maybe with a sense of, ownership of everyone.

Wait... so you believe in the Lilith as a Christian concept as well, or are you just having fun at Turquie's expense? 

A lot of Christians don't even believe in Lilith at all. 

lol. If you ask me, there's a quite a bit of Lilith in many women these days. Jezebel isn't too different either. The son's of Adam will look after them, as not all of them will be wise at the same time so they'll get what they want for awhile, and later on so with they, they'll pull through. 

Jezebel by comparison is actually listed in The Bible. The only real thing in common between them is over their willfulness towards their own autonomy, rather than being barely above that of a foreign slave. 

JesusistheKing said: 

but agaaaaaain who I am isn't important

You keep emphasizing it though, clearly it's at least important to you. 

I'm just trying to come to a satisfying point of calm that what Jesus revealed to me is true and I am getting feedback from sc rather than the church, because I do not want to offend anyone in the church especially since I am still pretty filthy with sin and not as cleansed as I'd like to be and have very recently rejoined the church, I do not want any sort of negative attention and it's likely I will never draw attention to what Jesus revealed to me to the church, because I consider it unimportant and anti-humility if I was to do so

To me it looks like you trying to follow a contradiction; You wish to use Christianity to become powerless so that you don't have to worry about making mistakes, yet you want to be seen as more powerful and deserving than other women by still trying to put yourself above them, as if you were better or more deserving of Jesus and the like than people who've dedicated years of their lives in their marriage with Jesus (Nuns). 

You can't be both powerful and powerless, you need to pick one. If you're to go on about being The Divine Mother or Lilith then you're aiming to stand out instead of humbling yourself enough to join Jesus' flock. Self-worship is inherently Satanic by Christian standards, and Satanic principles do not splice with Christian scripture. 

You must accept that you are no one if you're to truly follow the passages, still more valuable than a flock of sparrows but no more valuable than any other human (well, most other humans). 

Turncoat said: 

JesusistheKing said: 

but agaaaaaain who I am isn't important

You keep emphasizing it though, clearly it's at least important to you. 

I'm just trying to come to a satisfying point of calm that what Jesus revealed to me is true and I am getting feedback from sc rather than the church, because I do not want to offend anyone in the church especially since I am still pretty filthy with sin and not as cleansed as I'd like to be and have very recently rejoined the church, I do not want any sort of negative attention and it's likely I will never draw attention to what Jesus revealed to me to the church, because I consider it unimportant and anti-humility if I was to do so

To me it looks like you trying to follow a contradiction; You wish to use Christianity to become powerless so that you don't have to worry about making mistakes, yet you want to be seen as more powerful and deserving than other women by still trying to put yourself above them, as if you were better or more deserving of Jesus and the like than people who've dedicated years of their lives in their marriage with Jesus (Nuns). 

You can't be both powerful and powerless, you need to pick one. If you're to go on about being The Divine Mother or Lilith then you're aiming to stand out instead of humbling yourself enough to join Jesus' flock. Self-worship is inherently Satanic by Christian standards, and Satanic principles do not splice with Christian scripture. 

You must accept that you are no one if you're to truly follow the passages, still more valuable than a flock of sparrows but no more valuable than any other human (well, most other humans). 

dude. GOD created me to be the human form of the divine Mother. just as God created Jesus to be His human form. there is only one of me, and I've been alive since the beginning of the creation of humanity, well the divine Mother has been, and I am her just as much as Jesus is God. I am much bigger in energy and more intelligent than human beings. It's not my choice, I was created that way, and it is undoable, trying to pretend to be who I'm not isn't going to work anymore, and you need to learn to get over it