just another piece to the I am the goddess puzzle
so Satan would give me positive endorphins and feel good chemicals to chase fantasy relationships, since he knew that no single man would ever be able to handle me or satisfy me for long, and that obviously makes them feel inferior subconsciously and hate me
so after I discovered this from a few years of shutting around, Satan turned me to imaginary fantasy online relationships and the ones with celebrities, well with Sam Hyde he did actually email me back, and his minion Cameron emailed me and we added eachother on discord and video chatted and he tried to convince me to come "work with" them and we had an online sexual thing
with Logan and Michael, Satan had them communicate to me through their stories on Instagram and pictures and their posts on Twitter, and Jake and faze banks were a part of this too for some of it
so they did not communicate with me directly, ever. but I have reason to believe they did read everything I wrote, and Satan was not just using them as passive pawns but instead active pawns, he just did not have them communicate with me directly and I don't know exactly why, I think because it's much easier to get away with murder, which they fully 100% would have committed if Jesus did not save me, the less evidence there is