you're in for a rude awakening sweetie
better start texting and calling and sending roses 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😁🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊
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you're in for a rude awakening sweetie
You probably think about him more often than Jesus.
Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
you're in for a rude awakening sweetie
You probably think about him more often than Jesus.
probably, but if he doesn't start pursuing me like a man there's nothing left between us anymore, sooooooo....... it's up to him and what he wants to do with me taking serious efforts to move on
I love Jesus more, but traumabonding is a real phenomenon and Michael is amazing at it, naturally, because he is a psychopath, and unfortunately the traumabonding didn't fade in an instant, it has been taking its sweet time even though I've been praying, and am part of a church now and and applied for a volunteering orientation coming up on the 9th and am going to start applying for employment
God first, volunteering and employment second, and Muchael comes last now, and probably eventually not at all 🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊
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I am scared, it's bringing up all my insecurities to let myself be pursued, I should have never gave them my new number but I did in a moment of weakness
I was scared when I let my ex pursue me too but he ended up being the one who fell harder, I just have super low self-esteem. Jesus is healing it though 😊🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊
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oh Jesus help me I'm scared
What's going on now?
Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
oh Jesus help me I'm scared
What's going on now?
nothing I just am actually detaching now and I have no interest in going back to Instagram, so either it is over or he is going to try to sex magick me over texting and calling which I really do not need in my life
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