replying to her thread just now I felt her life a bit. high functional psychosis seems so magical sometimes from their perspective. I am unironically a huge fantasy guy. I am into occultism in a way that I can't further explain or I may get doxxed. As a kid I really imagined a magical fantasy world full of wondrous creatures quests etc. Like I imagines my home to be a castle and ran around imagining fighting against evvil hordes or taking over the neighborhood like a strategy computer game etc. Emilys life seems so magical and interesting compared to mine. It is full of wonder and good vs evil hordes etc. I miss that in my life.